I suppose.â
Mallory props her elbow on the doorâs arm and stares out. âMy family was livid with me, butââ her shoulders rise and fall. ââI had to try.â
âNothing wrong with trying.â The rain makes the day dreary, and Iâm trembling from almost running someone over. âIâm terrified to sing in front of people.â The words come before I can think about them. âYet Iâm moving to Nashville to be a songwriter. What a hoot, huh? My momma and boyfriend think Iâm crazy.â
Mallory picks up my black notebook lying on the seat between us. âAh, but itâs those mommas and boyfriends who inspire hit songs.â She flips through the pages without asking but without reading. For some reason, I donât mind that she has invaded my private world. âMy boyfriendââ She stops. âMy ex -boyfriend was a songwriter. I do a little singing myself. At least I did.â
âWhat happened?â
âMr. Two-timer ran off with Miss Fake Boobs. Matt and I were in a cover band together. I paid the bills while he worked on his own stuff. Oh, we had big dreams.â
I grin. By Malloryâs tone, I know sheâs going to survive just fine. âHowâd you meet this Mr. Two-Timer?â
âHe wanted a backup singer for Songwriterâs Night at the Bluebird Café. A mutual friend suggested me, and next thing I know, Iâm in love.â She laughs. âI was so whacked to fall for him.â
âMallory . . .â I stop. What can I say to ease her pain? She just has to go through it and hopefully come out stronger. âAt least you found out before you married him.â
She cuts a sideways glance at me. âI suppose so.â
âDo you have family in Nashville?â
She nods. âBorn and raised. Parents, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins.â
The ring in her voice is familiar. âI have all that in Freedom, Alabama.â
âMy mom hated Matt. She thought I was the one with all the talent and that he was using me.â
âWas he?â
She sighs. âProbably. Itâs hard to admit.â
âLove, for all itâs merits, can be confusing.â
Mallory chuckles. âSweet nothings make me weak.â
A picture of Ricky flashes over my heart âMe too.â
Raindrops still pelt the windshield, but I figure her engine is cooled by now. âReady to water your car?â
âLetâs do it.â Mallory dashes ahead while I grab the coolant from the toolbox in the truck bed.
She ducks behind the wheel while I fill the radiator.
âStart the engine,â I holler. Cold rain is running down my hair, into my jacket collar, and down my neck.
The engine roars to life, and Mallory hops out of the driverâs seat. âOh, yay! My hero. Thank you, thank you.â
I twist the cap back on the Prestone. âNo problem. Glad to help.â
âSee you around Nash Vegas .â She pistols her fingers at me with a wink. âHey, maybe Iâll catch you at the Bluebird Café. Youâre gonna sing there, of course. I mean, if you want to be a songwriter, you have to do the âBird.â She scribbles her phone number on a ripped gas station receipt. âCall me when youâre going to be there. Iâll come and see you.â
âSure.â Hope youâre not married with five kids by then.
By the time I get back to my truck, Malloryâs little blue car has vanished behind the veil of rain. I shiver and reach for the last of the napkins. If you want to be a songwriter, you have to do the âBird.
Malloryâs right. So focused on moving to Nashville, and not losing my nerve, I hadnât planned beyond today.
Anxiety and fearâevil twins, the two of themâbuckle up in the seat next to me as I picture myself walking into an open-mike night or trying out for a songwriterâs night. As a member of Nashville