sacrifice for you. I donât know what to say.â
âAll right, all right. So I like licorice.â He jerks my suitcase from the porch floor, chuckling.
We load up and drive in silence to Mitchâs, where Ricky stowed my truck for the weekend, the only sound the click of Daddyâs tongue as he chews on his toothpick. Iâm homesick already. By the time we turn in to Pearce Paint & Body Shop, my eyes are battling tears.
Daddy cuts the engine and says, âIâm gonna miss you.â
âSame here, Daddy.â A few tears escape and slip down my cheeks.
He reaches for my hand. âMy firstborn. Youâre the most special, but Iâll deny it if Eliza or Steve catch wind.â
âItâs our little secret.â
âI know youâre scared, but Iâm proud of you.â He squeezes my hand as if to give me a shot of confidence. âCourage isnât the absence of fear but the ability to confront it. Youâre showing courage here, Robin Rae.â
âThank you,â I whisper, wiping the edge of my face where the tears drop off.
âYou have a bit to overcome, but learning to fly with your own wings will make you strong. Listen to your old daddyâ you are a great songwriter. The Lord is with you.â
Old daddy? At forty-eight, his hair is still thick and black, and his crisp brown eyes look at Momma with youthful love. Heâs the steady, ever-present man. A man of his word. A man of the Word.
I lunge across the seat into his arms. âHow did I get so blessed to have a daddy like you?â
He coughs and sputters, patting my shoulder. âI think Iâm the lucky one. Now, weâd better see what Ricky and Mitch have done to your truck.â He kisses my forehead before letting me go.
Outside, Daddy pounds the heavy, sliding doors with his fist. âHello, itâs Dean and Robin.â
Ricky answers through a crack. âNot quite ready.â
âFine, son, but let us in. We can get a cup of coffee while we wait.â Daddy shrugs at me with a glance at his watch.
âRicky, whatâs going on?â I holler. âThere better not be one flame . . . Or antlers. No bull or deer antlers. Or moose.â One set of antlers or yellow flames, and I promise, pow , right in the kisser.
The garage doors open. There, in the bright shop lights, is my â69 Chevy, itâs midnight-blue body polished to a mirrorlike shine.
âHoly cow.â I walk beside the truck. âRicky, itâs beautiful.â Inside the cab, my white seats are whiter than fresh snow, and the small tear on the driverâs side is gone. âYou fixed my seat and detailed the interior . . . Is that a new roof lining?â
âYeah, couldnât let youââ A cough chokes off his thought.
Daddy props one arm over the door. âYou must have worked all weekend. This is mighty nice of you and Mitch, son.â
Ricky waves off Daddyâs comment with a sigh. And his eyes are on me. âCouldnât send Robin off to Nashville looking like a country bumpkin.â
I laugh. âBut I am a country bumpkin. And proud of it.â
âRobin,â Daddy calls from the other side of the truck. âLook here.â
I walk around. There on the driverâs side of the truck bed is the most beautiful red bird, wings spread, soaring above a white, fleecy cloud. Underneath, Ricky has airbrushed the words Freedomâs Song .
I fly into his arms, bury my face in his chest, and bawl like a baby.
7
A steady rain pelts my windshield as I cruise north on I-65 just past the Cool Springs exits. The truckâs wipers grunt and groan, and despite blasting the defrost, a thin layer of fog creeps up the inside of the glass. Wiping it down with an Arbyâs napkin, I glimpse the road signs. Nashvilleâs up ahead.
My insides quiver and my leg shakes a little. âGetting closerââ
Holy cow! I slam on the