Free Sexual Desires of a Woman by Ashley Goss Page A

me? What is happening to me? Her attention has had a huge impact on me. Should I go have drinks with her?
    “Hey baby, are you ready to go to dinner? I am starving!” Jake said.
     
    “Yes, let’s go get changed into clothes and go. Then I am going to go out to drinks with Sasha. The lady I just met. Is that alright?” I ask Jake.
     
    “Of course that’s fine. I know that you are attracted to her. You did have threesome on your list. We have always been open about our desires to one another.” He says.
     
    Wow I can’t believe he said it was fine. He took to me to a candle light dinner on the beach. It’s so beautiful. I love the sound of the waves. It is so soothing. It makes my whole body numb and relaxed. It feels amazing. After dinner, I walk with Jake back to the room so I can go meet up with Sasha for drinks.
    “You have a great time baby, and please be safe coming home.” Jake says to me.
     
    I am so glad he can’t tell how she makes me feel on the inside. I feel so warm inside. I have to go with my gut and do what will make me feel good.
     
    I mean after all, Jake wouldn’t get mad he would probably enjoy the stories. He has always tried to get me to do a threesome with him. I have never actually thought about being with another woman until Sasha. She makes me tingle in places I don’t usually. I love that. As I am walking up to her door, I suddenly get very nervous. I start getting sweaty palms. What if she wasn’t checking me out? What if this is just all in my head? I knocked on her door.
     
    “Who is it?” Sasha says from behind the door.
    “Its Brooke the woman you met on the beach today. Do you still want to go out for drinks?” I asked.
     
    Then she opens the door. She is in nothing but a bra and a thong.
     
    “Sure come in, let me get dressed.” She said.
     
    So I go in and look around and look her. I hope she doesn’t catch me staring at her. But she looks absolutely amazing. I start daydreaming about her kissing me passionately and undressing me.
     
    Then, she caresses my breasts, and sucks on them softly with a little bite. It feels so good.
     
    “Earth to Brooke, Are you okay?” Sasha asks me.
    “I am so sorry, I was day dreaming. Are you ready?” I said.
     
    She shakes her head. She is now wearing a low cut red dress. It is also very short. So you can see her long lean legs glistening. Why am I suddenly having these thoughts and feelings? Why didn’t I have these before I got married? We arrive at the bar and we order a couple shots of Jack.
     
    She must already know me because that is my favorite drink. She proceeds to look at me. She is looking at me up and down just like I am her. I keep going back to flash backs of my daydream. I wish it was real. I wish I could feel the intensity that I felt in that daydream. But who I am kidding, I am married to an amazing guy. I can’t do that to him. Is it still considering cheating if it’s with a woman?
    “I need to go Sasha. I am getting tired. Plus, I need to get back to my husband.”I told her.
     
    “Okay that’s fine. Thanks for coming out with me. Stop by anytime, I come get drinks every night.” Sasha tells me.
     
    I just sit and stare at her, and then I finally get up and leave. The whole walk back to my hotel room, I daydreamed about her touching me, caressing me, and licking me. I knew I had to get these thoughts out of my head before I got back to Jake because he can read me and he will know something is going on. So I decide to go to the beach for a little while to cool off.
    As I walked in the door, I was hoping Jake would be asleep. So he wouldn’t see me. I can’t stop thinking about her.
     
    “Hi honey, how was drinks?” Jake asked me.
     
    Shit. I don’t know what to say.
     
    “It was fine. She is a really nice woman. We might go out again sometime.” I tell him.
     
    I walk straight to the bathroom. I have to get some of this tension out. So I get completely undressed and walk out to Jake.