Free Sexual Desires of a Woman by Ashley Goss Page B

He lays in awe. We haven’t slept together in a couple days which was weird for us. We usually have sex every night.
     
    He comes toward me and slams me down on the bed. He starts caressing my nipples; pinching them. I am already worked up from the night looking at Sasha. He starts to kiss me all over. Suddenly I have a daydream about Sasha. He is now down at my clit. I open my eyes and picture Sasha. I am suddenly consumed by ecstasy. The best I have ever had. Jake loves this. He is moaning and groaning himself. He loves to please me.  It’s over. My tension is released. Jake kisses me and lies down and passes out. Did I really just picture Sasha while my husband was pleasing me?
     
    Isn’t that against some kind of rule of marriage? I suddenly feel bad. But, I can’t help myself. Then I drift off to sleep.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

Chapter 28
     
    “Good morning beautiful” he said.
     
    I can’t believe it is already 10 o’clock. I dreamt of her last night. The things she did to me, the way she made me feel. Jake has never made me feel that way, in that aspect. I feel so guilty for having these dreams about her now that I am married. This is so wrong. I should only be thinking this way about my husband. I need to stop this. I can’t see her again. I just can’t. Seeing her makes me think dirty and I just can’t think that way about a women.
    It’s not me. Maybe if I just don’t see her I will be able to get her out of my head.
     
    “Hey do you want to go to breakfast?”
     
    “Sure honey, let me take a shower and then we can go.”
     
    I get up to get dressed and decide to go join him in the shower. I mean, I am not into women. I have never felt that way before so it’s just a phase or something. I get in the shower and begin to lather soap on myself. Jake assists me. He always wants it. He has a very high sex drive. We go out to breakfast to a place by the beach. Hearing the waves makes me think about Sasha. I imagine her kissing me, and my neck.
     
    “Honey, are you okay?” Jake asks.
     
    “Yes honey I am fine just a little tired.” 
     
    We were both enjoying our breakfast when the waitress brings someone over to our table and she sits down. It’s her. It’s Sasha.
     
    “Hi, Brooke.” She says.
     
    “Hey, I had a great time last night; we will definitely have to do it again.” I smile. She smiles and winks at me.
     
    “This must be your husband. Hi, I am Sasha. She has told me about you. “She lies.
     
    Now she is having small talk with my husband. Oh no, is he going to be able to tell about the connection between us? This can’t be good. I catch myself staring at her. She looks amazing as always; her hair in curls and a nice white dress.
     
    I look over at Jake and he is staring at her too. He is checking her out.
     
    But I can’t get mad, or say anything, because I am doing the same thing. I bet he is imagining us together as a threesome. He has always wanted to do that. Maybe we could do that with Sasha and I could fulfill my fantasies while fulfilling his also. Is that a good idea? What he enjoys her better than me and leaves me for her? I am so jealous. I can’t do it.
     
    “Sasha, maybe you can come to dinner with us tomorrow night?” Jake asked.
     
    “Well I don’t want to intrude on your honeymoon.” Sasha stated.
     
    “You would be intruding my wife doesn’t make very many friends so we should take advantage of that while we are here.”
     
    “Honey, why were you staring at her?” He asked me.
     
    “I was admiring her dress that’s all.” I told him.
     
    I felt terrible for lying and trying to cover up my actions.
     
    “Are you sure? You stared at her for like 10 minutes straight!” he said.
     
    What do I say to that?
     
    “I was just admiring her outfit. She looked amazing!” I told him.
     
    Then I gave him an evil look so he would stop asking me questions.  Sasha invited out for drinks again. I didn’t tell her no when