did.
âWe have to go find her,â he said.
âWhat do you mean? Who?â
âSheâs up there. Sheâs been up there all the time.â
âI donât know what youâre talking about. Whoâs been up there all the time?â
Kieran pulled his hands away and started to walk uphill, toward the trees and the tents. Kiera ran after him and caught hold of his arm. âKieran â where are you going? We donât even know where this place is! This is supposed to be your hotel room, not a field!â
âItâs a dream,â said Kieran.
âHow can it be a dream? I can feel it! Look at me â Iâm soaked to the skin!â
âItâs not my dream. Itâs not yours, either. Itâs somebody elseâs. Thatâs why it feels so real.â
âWhat do you mean? How can we both be in somebody elseâs dream?â
âI donât know, but we are. And I know that sheâs up there and we have to go find her.â
âWhoâs up there?â
Kieran lifted his hand and touched Kieraâs forehead with his fingertips. âCanât you feel her? I can feel her.â
Kiera looked at him in bewilderment. But she began to feel a rising sense of excitement, too. She thought she knew who he was talking about. It was impossible, but so was this sloping field, and so was this wind and so was this rain.
âYou mean Mom ?â she said.
Kieran lowered his hand and nodded. âSheâs up there someplace. Sheâs been there all the time, ever since the day that you and me were born.â
âHow can that be? She didnât go away or anything. She died , Kieran.â
âHow many times have you and I seen dead people? Dozens.â
âYes, but none of them was anybody we knew, were they? And weâve never seen mom.â
Kieran took hold of Kieraâs hand. âCome on,â he said. âSheâs up there and she needs us.â
Kiera looked up at the dark, billowing tents, and the strings of red lights that flickered in the wind like blood cells pouring through human arteries. âI donât know,â she said. âI donât like the look of those tents at all. And even if we do find Mom, what then? Sheâs dead. She wonât be able to come back with us.â
âLetâs just see if sheâs there first.â
âI donât know, Kieran. Itâs really scary.â
âYes, but Iâm sure mom knows that weâre here. What is she going to think of us if we turn our backs on her and leave her, just because weâre chickenshit?â
Kiera took a deep, shivery breath. âOK, then. But if we canât find her we go back through my bedroom door and we close it and we keep it closed.â
Still holding hands, they struggled up the hill. In some places the grass was waist high, and Kiera felt as if she were wading through a stormy sea. In other places the ground underfoot was rocky and loose, like shale, and they found it difficult to keep their footing.
Several times Kiera turned back to make sure that her bedroom doorway was still there. It was standing in the middle of the wildly-waving grass, softly lit, an unearthly vision of the real world that they had left behind them. She felt like telling Kieran that they ought to go back. Their mother had been dead for seventeen-and-a-half years, and even if they found her, what could they do to help her? But Kieran kept on pulling her up the hill, and his urgency seemed to increase with every step.
At last they reached the encampment. More than a dozen tents and small canvas pavilions were clustered around a huge black marquee, as well as seven or eight trailers and old-style horse-drawn caravans, all of them painted in shiny black varnish and beaded with raindrops. The blood-red lights were strung up everywhere, from one tent to the next, and all around the top of the marquee.
The barrel-organ music was still