a little bit robbed of a moment.
He looked so downcast that I started to feel bad for him, but really, springing an engagement on a girl? Not cool.
We walked along toward the intersection where we could get the streetcar, without either of us saying a word. Just as we got close, I said, âYou never told me about any cousins.â
âI never met them. Theyâre on Gramâs husbandâs side.â I was surprised to see him grin. âI never had anyone, no brothers and sisters, no cousins. This is really good news.â
We were both only children. My only cousins were in distant branches of the Kelly family, although you could say that Uncle Kev was like a perpetual child. Iâd been the center of my unclesâ lives. I wasnât sure Iâd have liked having competition from cousins. As annoyed as I was, I decided to let Smiley enjoy his new-found semi-relatives.
âTomorrow, we will go back and see your grandmother and you can find out more about them. As itâs so important, Iâll continue to be your fake fiancée.â
He stopped abruptly, just as the streetcar slowed. âIâm kind of worried about that Zoya. I donât trust her.â
I stopped too. âI hear you, but I then I donât usually trust people who tell me to go away and never come back.â
âCanât say I liked her much either.â
âShe didnât seem to want us to like her, but maybe thatâs her way of protecting Gram. Who knows what kind of relationship they have behind closed doors.â I thought of theinfinitely complicated power dynamic between Vera and the signora back at Van Alst House.
âOn the other hand, perhaps she didnât want us hanging around because things are not right with Gram.â
âYou mean because Zoyaâs taking advantage?â
âMaybe. Are you worried?â
By this point the streetcar had come and thundered by. âWe may as well find out,â he said. We trudged the long way back to the faded gray and mauve home.
The drapes were closed in the front windows this time. Smiley rang the bell. We waited. He rang again after a couple of minutes. Nothing. He hammered on the front door. I felt a bit of panic and expected a matching emotion from him, but I suppose his inner cop was taking over. He leaned down and opened the mail slot. He bellowed. âOpen up! Police.â
It was true enough in its own way.
Zoya did not materialize. Neither did Gram. But the little pug raced along the hallway and continued to run in circles barking.
âShe might be asleep,â I said. âShe
is
quite elderly andââ
âAnd Zoya? Where is she?â
Of course, Iâd thought of that. In other circumstances, I might have thought that the caregiver might have settled her patient into bed and then dashed out for an errand. There didnât seem to have been enough time for that. But what if Zoya had gone out and now Gram might hear the racket from the little dog and come downstairs (or out from wherever she was) and stumble, fall and then thereâd be heartbreak. I touched Smileyâs sleeve and said, âEither she canât hear us. Or she canât get to us.â
He scowled.
âYouâd need a warrant to go in, I suppose,â I said, thinking I could read his mind. âAnd youâre not here on a case.Itâs personal. So I donât think you should try to kick the door in.â
This time it was a glower. âOf course I wouldnât do that. But what if somethingâs happened to her?â
I sighed. âMaybe I can help. It would be better if you werenât in on it, though.â
âGo ahead. Weâll just say that the door wasnât locked. Zoya can try to talk her way out of that one.â
âI canât believe you actually said that. Youâre the one whoâs the stickler for proper procedure and not breaking theââ
It goes without saying