had his car keys hooked through his index finger. So much for her expensive private detective who had assured her that Lincoln never left the house before noon.
âAllison? My God. Allison? â
It was actually quite gratifying. His mouth seemed frozen in the half-open position. Why hadnât she ever noticed the fishlike quality of those full lips?
âAllison?â It seemed to be the only word he could speak. She could almost see the wheels of his brain spinning helplessly, trying to find traction.
He backed up subtly, gripping the door with white, flattened fingertips as if he had to fight the urge to slam it and run. She almost laughed. What did he think? That she had a little pistol in her purse and planned to shoot off his privates?
Did he really not know her any better than that?
But she couldnât just savor the moment. The only humiliation her script called for right now was her own.
She glanced at his tennis bag, which was on the floor next to the door. âHave I caught you at a bad time? Iâm sorry I didnât call first, but I wasââ She broke off and tried to look flustered. âI guess I was afraid you would tell me not to come.â
His fingers relaxed a little. âI donât understand,â he said. âI mean, whatâ¦? After everything⦠Why have you come?â
âI had to. I had to see you. I have to talk to you.â
Even before she finished the sentence, he was already shaking his head. âI donât think thatâs a good idea. Iâm sorry about what happened, Allison. I know youâre angry. You have every right to be. Butââ
âNo,â she broke in, keeping her eyes wide and innocent. âHonestly, Iâm not angry.â
He frowned. âAll right. Hurt, then. Or betrayed. Whatever word you want to use, I understand how you must feel. But whatâs done is done, Allison, and thereâs noââ
She put out her hand and touched his arm. âLincoln, please. You donât understand. Iâve come all this way. Wonât you let me in, so that I can explain?â
âThereâs nothing to say. Look, itâs over, and really itâs for the best. It wouldnât have worked out between us. Besides, youâre rightâthis isnât a good time.â He twisted his wrist to look at his watch. It had the added effect of releasing her grasp. âIâm expected somewhere in twenty minutes.â
âI wonât take more than ten.â
Still he hesitated. She felt her blood rising, and she had to fight down her fury. But really, it was unbelievable that heâd dare to take such a dismissive attitude. Heâd adored her. Loved her laugh, her eyes, her fingers. One Sunday morning in Cape Cod, after their first night together, heâd spent half an hour listing the charms of her left kneecap.
Now she was getting all the respect of a door-to-door magazine salesman who wouldnât take a hint.
She realized she was even more disgusted withherself than with him. He had fraud written all over his face. How could she ever have believed anything he said?
âTen minutes,â she repeated, banking her anger. âItâs not too much to ask, is it? After that, if you still want me to leave, I will. But Iâm hoping you wonât. You see, I really do understand why you didnât show up at the wedding. And I know how to make it right.â
Finally, sheâd reached him. She saw the flicker of cautious interest behind his blue eyes. âWhat do you mean? Why do you think I didnât show up at the wedding?â
Okay, this was the moment. She needed an Oscar-caliber performance. Too much, and heâd smell the trap. Too little, and heâd never bite at all.
âBecause I insulted you. I see that now. I betrayed you, by asking you to sign the prenup.â She blinked, hoping it would imply that her eyes were burning. âI know how it