was just trying to make things easier. âSuch a shame,â Sylvia said. Safer to talk about Viola than other things.
âShe was as big as a house when she went. You never saw her that way, but Iâm telling you, she must have been eating yeast.â
Goldie hadnât changed one bit. âShe used to be movie-star gorgeous,â Sylvia said.
âYeast, I tell you.â Goldie shook her head. âShe used to be movie-star gorgeous.â
âI got you a present.â Sylvia set a bag of black licorice from the Pic ân Save on the coffee table. Goldie and the help must drink a lot of coffee; rings from their mugs had ruined the table, the one that arrived right before Goldie hosted one of the last Rosh Hashanah lunches Sylvia attended. Goldie was so worried that this silly piece of furniture wouldnât come in time for her to show it off to the family.
Goldie grabbed the licorice bag and settled it on her lap.
âHow are the kids?â Sylvia asked.
âSimonâs getting married. Brenda. German Jew.â Goldie smiled with pride. âA bit of a snob.â
Simon and Brenda had been married for more than thirty years. Goldieâs confusion ripped at Sylviaâs heart. Sure, things hadnât always been easy with her sister, but Goldie had always been the rock, the bank, the fierce little girl who socked anyone who dared poke fun at Sylviaâs lisp.
âYou know, she looks just like you did back then, long and willowy,â Goldie announced.
âYour Hannah is much prettier than I was.â Sylvia could always follow her sisterâs thoughts, even now, when it seemed like someone had put them in a pot of soup and stirred them up good. Sylvia hadnât noticed how alike she and Hannah looked until she was rifling through old pictures last week, and she didnât much like the comparison. She wanted more naches out of life for her great-niece. It made her ache to know that Hannah was having trouble making babies too. Now, Amy, she was built like Goldie, peasant-like, short with a bosom, and mischievous and light, a real artist, but still a child that one.
âWhat else did you bring?â Goldie looked in the direction of the bags.
âCabbage rolls, brisket, kishke, icebox cake, a few raspberries from the yard,â Sylvia answered; she wanted Goldieâs Rosh Hashanah to be perfect. âSimon picked out the finest cut from the kosher butcher out by him and Brenda.â
Goldieâs attention drifted; her eyes, once dark and bright, were grayish and watery. She patted the arm of the davenport that butted up against her chair. âCome, sit.â
Sylvia stepped around her bags and sat as close to Goldie as she could. Goldieâs breath smelled like dirty flower water, and coarse, dark hairs sprouted from her chin.
âThatâs better,â Goldie said.
They sat together in silence for a few minutes. Sylvia took a deep breath, thinking Goldie wouldnât notice.
âNu, whatâs on your mind, Sylvia, after all these years?â She was the old Goldie.
âI have something for you,â Sylvia said softly.
âI see, all that food. Simon will come with the kids, and weâll have a feast tomorrow.â She paused. âYouâll be with us.â It was a statement, not a question.
âNo, not the food.â As Sylvia was getting up to retrieve her handbag from the kitchen, she felt Goldieâs fingers pressing into her arm through her thin sweater.
âStay,â her sister commanded. âHyman loves your icebox cake. He would wump up half of it if I didnât stop him.â
Hyman had been dead for ten years. âA good eater you married.â
âTwenty-five cents.â
Sylvia knew Goldie was talking about some kind of bargain from Saltzbergâs, which had been replaced by a discount shoe store twenty years ago.
âTwelve ounces of chocolate for twenty-five cents at