point, a lot. Hereâs mine again. Iâm not leaving. Iâm not giving up. And Iâm not selling Cloud Nine to you or anyone else. Iâm not going to go bust my butt working double shifts at some low-paying job so Katie can be raised in day care. If you think I can be so easily swayed to do something thatâs not in my childâs best interest, then you obviously donât understand the determination that comes with being a mother.â
Her words made his skin prickle. She had no idea how close to home sheâd hit with that declarationâon multiple levels. Determination was only a positive attribute in mothers if what they wanted for their children wasnât toxic, or if it wasnât so overwhelming that the child didnât self-destruct from the pressure.
âIf youâre so determined, then walk down the damn stairs and let me show you around the boats.â
Heâd called her bluff and, by the look on her face, she knew it. âIâll be inside looking through the files and the computer programs. If you wonât help me like I need you to, then Iâm going to figure out this business on my own. Thatâs a promise you can take to the bank.â
He muttered a prayer for patience, then before he could second-guess himself, he hooked his hand around her knees and swung her into his arms.
She shrieked. Trembling, she lassoed his neck so tightly, she nearly choked him. âDonât throw me in.â
Man, she was terrified of water. Beyond normal fear. He almost asked her what happened to make her that way, but he already felt too much sympathy for her with the whole Lowell and Shawna affair.
He started down the stairs, concentrating on keeping his steps deliberate, ignoring the way she felt clinging to him, the way her supple body felt in his hands. âI wasnât planning to, but I also wasnât going to stand there anymore. I wasnât lying about how much I have to do today. Iâve got an engine to fix on one of the day-rental boats, then I promised Duke Iâd help him with an electrical issue at the ice rink later this afternoon.â
âTake me back to the office. Right now. Iâm serious. You canât handle me like this.â
âFine. Iâm stopping.â He was a âno means noâ kind of man, so even though they were right in the middle of the floating dock, only a few feet from the boat heâd intended on setting her down on, he stopped and released her legs to the dock.
She sagged into him, refusing to relinquish her hold on his neck. âI didnât mean you should set me down here.â
He knew she didnât, but he wasnât going to scurry around doing her bidding or stand around waiting for her to put up or shut up.
âYou have two choices right now. You can trust me or you can trust yourself.â
With her arm still around his neck and her other hand twisting his shirt with a death grip, she backed her face up from where itâd been burrowed against his chest and looked in his eyes. âYou havenât given me a reason to trust you. All youâve done is make my life more difficult.â
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Je pourrais dire la même chose à propos de toi.
â He winced, then repeated it in English. âI could say the same about you.â
Which didnât explain why he had his arms around her or why his heart was pounding so loudly that he couldnât hear anything save for the rush of blood in his ears. It didnât explain why he kept accidentally speaking in French to her without meaning to. Was that some kind of new nervous tic? He certainly hadnât counted on nerves or embraces when heâd indulged in this half-baked plan to teach her a lesson.
His gaze dipped to her lips, but only for a second because he got a grip, fast, and settled his attention on the water beyond the boats. âYou have to get over this irrational fear of