arenât what they used to be, and I wouldnât be able to walk for a week if I went slogging through a clamflat.â Theyâd gone on another âadventureâ that Saturday instead, and Cadi had once again explored the wonders of Maine from the backseat of their sensible sedan.
But it hadnât been until three of her friends had each lost a grandparent over the course of her second-grade year that sheâd realized she could just as easily lose her parents. Sheâd also realized they couldnât help being old. So sheâd stopped asking to do stuff with her friends and started making sure she never upset her parents, afraid one or both of them might suddenly keel over dead at the dinner table, just like her best friend Susanâs grandma.
Yes, that was when sheâd started down the slippery slope of pleasing people, which had quickly grown to include friends, teachers, townspeople, college roommates, and even Stanley.
Not coworkers, though, because sheâd never held an actual job. Heck, the IRS probably hadnât even known she existed up until fourteen months ago, since her parents had always given her unbridled access to their money, even going so far as to present her with a blueâto match her eyesâleather-clad checkbook on her thirteenth birthday; the enclosed card saying whatever was theirs would always and forever be hers.
Who gave a thirteen-year-old a checkbook, especially one without a register? âYou donât worry about that, Cadi,â her father had said when sheâd asked how big a check she could write. âWhatever amount you fill in will be covered.â Heâd smiled and patted her hand. âJust try not to bankrupt us, okay?â And then heâd slipped a pad of Glace Architecture checks in where the register should have gone. âBut I want you to use these checks whenever youâre purchasing materials to build your models, because supplies are a business expense.â
Good Lord, two weeks after heâd died sheâd had to go to the bankâto a branch clear over in Ellsworth, sheâd been so embarrassedâand have someone show her how to reconcile the monthly statements. It was then sheâd vowed that if she ever had children of her own, she would make damn sure they grew up knowing how the world worked.
Her dad had even purchased her cars; the first one when sheâd gotten her driverâs license and the second when sheâd come home from college and had had to commute to Machias three days a week. Which was why sheâd taken Stanley with her when sheâd decided to buy a new one a couple of months ago, since sheâd never even set foot in a dealership before. And being such a people-pleaser, sheâd let him talk her into another boring, albeit luxurious, sedan. Which was also why, fourteen months after Owen Glaceâs death, she was still engaged to a man who was in no hurry to get off his comfortable couch.
Cadi knew the real reason Stanley wasnât looking for a new partner was because of their agreement that when he found one, she was leaving. He didnât even have to buy out her fatherâs half of the business, because Owen had signed it over to himâlock, stock, and buildingâthe day theyâd gotten engaged. The problem was that Stanley worried he wouldnât
have
an actual business if she left, to which sheâd argued that all he had to do was find the right partner.
But for that to happen, he had to at least
look
.
Cadi twisted the cap off her bottle of Moxie with a heavy sigh, took a sip of the bittersweet soda, then screwed the cap back on with another sigh. Unless she finally started pleasing herself, ten years from now someone was going to find her cold dead body slumped over one of her models, with
sheer boredom
cited on the certificate as the cause of death.
And really, only two things were stopping her from going home this morning, packing a