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thought you said you were okay.”
    “I feel okay but the doctor says it’s serious. So I’m trying to understand what happened out there.”
    “Can we talk about it tomorrow?”
    “No, I . . .”
    “I’ll show you, the diner—where I know him from.” More sound coming from her background. Then a whisper: “I’ll take you to the diner. Tomorrow.” She hangs up.
    I stare at the phone. I consider dialing Faith again but something tells me such a call would cause her a problem. With who? Boyfriend? Husband?
    I tell myself: Stop spinning theories. You lack the brain power to make sense of this. As if on cue, my head pulses, begging me to sleep. I’ll capitulate. I’ll head to my luxurious downtown loft that is as hollow and empty as the emotions it stirs in me.
    “R emember to pay the electrical bill or the sunshades won’t open in the bedroom and you’ll be consumed by darkness.”
    It’s more than a year earlier, and Polly and I sit in the main room of the loft on the handsome maroon couch beneath a massive painting. The painting doesn’t have any definitive image but I tend to see a fish kissing a laundry basket. Polly tosses me the keys to the loft.
    “Polly, I can’t take this. I don’t want it.”
    “You can’t live in your apartment. It looks and smells like Chernobyl. You’ll eventually be arrested by the health department and child protective services. Our offspring cannot learn that it’s okay to store food beneath the floorboards.”
    I loose a bitter laugh.
    “If you weren’t so generous, this would be a lot harder.”
    “Nat, life takes strange turns. We’ve talked about this. You can make this work.”
    “If I can keep the sunshades open.”
    She laughs her captivating laugh. She looks tired and I know how hard this has been on her but she’s never shied away from pragmatics and her truth.
    The memory slips in and out of my head as I put my key into the steel lock of the tall wooden door of the penthouse loft. I’m struck by a chill and immediately attacked.
    It’s Hippocrates, my loquacious black-haired cat, who welcomes me with plaintive meows and a whirl around my ankles.
    I flip on the light and notice the pile of mail on the entryway table. I wonder if therein lies letters sent by the Internal Revenue Service, long ignored. I’ll check later.
    I inhale the antiseptic smell from the regular cleaning visits Polly paid for a year in advance. I hate this place. It embodies Polly’s pragmatism, with the energy-efficient stainless steel appliances, and a collection of furniture that would be mismatched if it didn’t work together perfectly. And it’s devoid of Polly’s romantic side, which I won’t deny she absolutely had. It was once represented here by an eclectic collection of art—from expensive paintings and trinkets she’d picked up in her various travels to a mural that covers one wall on the floor below me and that depicts a little girl sitting on a bench reading a Nancy Drew book and waiting for a train. Only the mural remains. The rest of the stuff went back to Polly and some to her brother, a recovering meth addict.
    I walk to the maroon couch that I once imagined would be central to our family hearth. Gone is the refinished antique brown coffee table that once stood in front of the couch. In its place, a red jumper for Isaac to bounce, bounce, bounce. There’s a pack of blocks with alphabet letters, a gift from a magazine editor, that I’ve yet to open.
    I plop on the couch and wish for the energy to make it upstairs to the loft. My wish is unmet. When I wake up again, still in my clothes, my phone tells me it’s 10:15. In the morning. Another extraordinarily long sleep. A concussion can manifest as depressive symptoms.
    The best thing for me to do is work and I don’t want to do it here in this stately vacuum. I slug coffee. I pour myself into the shower and let scalding water bring me further to life. I shave, don fresh jeans and a plain light blue T-shirt.

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