âWhy?â
âBecause you came along.â Belcher laughed. âI had them train and drill for the day the government would come and raid our little town. I bought all those guns and told my soldiers it was for their defense. I always expected a massed force of ATF and maybe FBI agents. You showing up like you did, just one guyâÂthat I wasnât really ready for. But I saw I could use it anyway. Youâre my excuse, Agent. Youâre my justification for why we have to go to war today. And youâre also going to be my witness.â
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CHAPTER SIXTEEN
T he convoy of cars, pickups, and SUVs roared through a residential part of Pueblo, unhindered by traffic lights or stop signs. Chapel saw Âpeople out on their porches catching an evening breeze. They watched the vehicles race past with looks of mild disapproval at mostâÂthey could have no idea what they were seeing.
Chapel wished he knew himself. Belcher still hadnât revealed his plan, and there was nothing Chapel could do without knowing where they were even headed. The convoy blasted through town and didnât stop, and he racked his brain, trying to think of some target, some opportunity for mayhem just north of Pueblo . . .
âWeâve been training for this for years,â Belcher told him. âRunning constant drills. Going over and over the plan, fine-Âtuning every element. Hatred can fuel you through long nights and so many setbacks.â
âI understand,â Chapel said.
âOh?â
âI understand your problem, now.â Chapel peered forward through the windshield, looking for any sign of their destination. It was uselessâÂall he could see was a pickup with a bed full of ex-Âskinheads loosing a chorus of rebel yells. âYou were raised on hate. Nobody ever gave you anything to believe in.â
âI believe in my ability to send a message,â Belcher told him. âThe world is going to hear this one.â
Chapel nodded. âIâm sure. I even understand, a little. When I was in the seventh gradeâÂwell, it wasnât a great time for me. Iâd discovered girls, but they had yet to notice me. All the kids Iâd thought were my friends turned out to be jerks. My grades suffered, and I didnât want to do anything but lie on my bed in my bedroom and listen to my heavy-Âmetal tapes. I used to think about blowing up my school. I mean, I really fantasized about it, about how I would do it, about all the teachers running away on fire. I never thought about how to get away with it without being caughtâÂI wanted the world to know who had done it. But I had good reasons not to do it, too. My family. The one friend I could actually count on, even if sometimes I wasnât a great friend to him. The history teacher who actually took the time to work with me, to figure out why my test scores were slipping. I figured blowing him up would be kind of, you know, ungrateful.â
âYouâre wasting your time, Agent. Youâre not going to psychoanalyze me out of doing this.â
âI know,â Chapel told him. âI just hope youâll have one moment of doubt, somewhere down the line. That youâll pause for half a second and wonder if you did the right thing, devoting your whole adult life to one colossally stupid act. By the way, when are you going to tell me . . .â
âAgent? You just kind of trailed off there.â
Chapel shook his head. No. It couldnât be.
A high-Âvalue target north of Pueblo. The airport didnât count, it was too small to make a big splash in the news even if it were demolished by terrorists. There was an army depot north of the town, but it had barely been used in decades, except as storage for one thing. One leftover from World War I that nobody wanted around anymore, which had been scheduled for destruction for years . . .
âBelcher,â he