and currency notes. He kept an eye out for any book he or Jane might want, but they were things like gazetteers, bound journals, and trade directories, mostly out of date. He sighed.
âWhatâs the matter?â
What the devil do you think is the matter?
He squashed down anger. âIt feels damnable to throw away Isaiahâs things, even books like the 1795 Directory of Atlantic Ports . He kept them and so I want to, in memory of him.â
âHe kept them because he couldnât be bothered tothrow them out. I donât think he treasured them, Simon.â
Werenât women supposed to be the emotional ones?
He excused himself and went to sit vigil with Isaiah. A dark-clad mute stood in attendance, but the man slipped out of the room as soon as Simon entered.
Simon knew heâd come here as a reproach to Jane, which was flat-out wrong. Isaiah wasnât here, only his corpse. Jane had been correct to say that he would have no patience with them wasting time on his remains. All heâd required was that Simon take care of Jane, which he was failing to do.
He let the professional take his place, returned to do better.
Hal returned, bringing his two servants with himâa lanky young man called Treadwell, whoâd been his batman once and was now his valet, and a short block of middle-aged muscle called Oglethorpe. His title was groom, but he looked able to deal with anything, including danger. Simon wasnât sure what to do with them, however, so suggested they could go through the stables and other outer buildings, sorting out rubbish, preparing for an auction.
âWhy not sell all the contents with the house?â Hal suggested. âClear out the absolute rubbish, yes, but leave the rest.â
It was a blinding relief. âMy God, yes.â Simon turned to Jane. âAny furniture or other items you value we will ship home, of course.â
She frowned. âThat would be foolish. Carriage would be more than its value.â
âIâm not a pauper. If you want a desk or chair, take it.â
âWell, I donât.â She stood up. âExcuse me. I must attend to dinner.â
She swept out of the room and he knew some of her sharpness was in response to his. Damn. He still resented the fact that she was in control of herself. He wantedher to be a dissolved mess of tears. He felt a good woman, an honest woman, should be. Which was unfair.
He tried to pull his mind into focus and do some meaningful work, but by the time he and Hal were summoned to dine in the parlor, he wasnât sure heâd achieved much. When he discovered that Jane had efficiently arranged for a small table to be set up and a good dinner prepared, it stirred the same resentments.
He tried to act appropriately. âA miracle,â he said lightly. âHow clever you are.â
She blushedâhe hoped with pleasure.
As they started on Scotch broth, she said, âSo, how do we ship our possessions to Montreal, and how much can we take on the Eweretta ?â
Why on earth would he want a weeping, helpless wife when he could have a calm, capable one?
They made practical plans, but eventually talk dwindled as if the burden of the day crept in with the evening shadows. He saw that Jane hadnât eaten much of her meal, and nor had he. Work was a relief. Idleness might kill him. He noticed for the first time that Hal was cutting roast pork with a combination knife and fork.
His interest must have been too obvious, for Hal said, âItâs called a Nelson fork. Knife-sharp along one thicker tine, and rocker-shaped. Clever thing, with the advantage that I could probably slit someoneâs throat with it if necessary.â
Since the subject was in the open, Simon asked, âWould you not find a hook or some such useful?â
âAt times.â Hal didnât seem to mind. âItâs the arm thatâs the problem. Very complex thing, an arm. I have a wooden