was going to protest that the book was far more than a vague memory. But I realized the test in my hand was a lethal counterargument to that claim. âI know. I messed up. But I did love the book. Both times. And I love to read. I read a ton of books this summer.â
âThat is irrelevant. You neglected to read the right one,â she said.
âI made a mistake. Is there anything I can do to get a second chance?â I asked.
She regarded me for a moment, as if trying to see whether I was a hopeless scoundrel attempting to scam her, or a miscreant worth saving. âWrite an essay on arrogance,â she said.
âGreat. I love writing. Iâm really good at it.â
âPerhaps
irony
would be a better topic for you.â
I stared at her, not quite realizing at the moment that Iâd just been skewered. Though it all became clearer during the dozens of replays my mind forced me to suffer through.
âI see that subtlety is lost on you. Weâll stick with the topic of arrogance. You certainly are filled with love for things,â she said. Her tone hinted she thought I was filled with something less fragrant than love. âSince you love writing, youâll have no trouble delivering an essay of five hundred words tomorrow.â
âNo problem,â I said. If sheâd thought Iâd flinch at the word count, she didnât know me at all. âI could do that with my eyes closed.â
âIâm sure it will read as if it were written that way,â she said.
I stared at her. Had she just smacked me down with an insult? It definitely felt like a jab. She wasnât finished.
âSince you are so confidentâperhaps even
arrogant
?âabout your ability to churn out a large volume of prose in a short span of time, letâs make your assignment an even thousand words. I want there to be
some
problem. Otherwise, thereâs no point in this exercise.â
âSure, I can handle that. Piece of cake.â Oops. That slipped out before I had a chance to give it any thought.
âTwo thousand, then,â she said. âHave we transcended slices of cake? Are we in the realm of soufflés, tarts,
croquembouche
, and other more challenging baked goods? Will two thousand words be a sufficiently grueling assignment to require the opening of at least one of your eyes?â
I clamped my mouth down on my reflexive response. It seemed like a good time to merely echo her words. âTwo thousand.â
When I got outside, Lee said, âSo, how much worse did you make things for yourself?â
âI didnât make things worse. Sheâs giving me another chance.â
âWhat do you have to do?â
âWrite a two-thousand word essay on arrogance.â
âFor it or against it?â
âShe didnât say.â
âProbably safe to assume you should be against it.â
âBut she didnât actually specify a position.â I got excited when I realized I could have fun with the essay. Iâd spent all of last year stretching and expanding my writing. Iâd found unique ways to report on sports. During the summer, Iâd fooled around with poetry a bit, and even started to write some plays, and one marvelously gory short story, âCorpse and Corpuscles,â where a man drowned in his own blood. âMaybe I am in favor of it. This is going to be awesome.â
Lee made a sound. It wasnât the sort that accompanies encouragement. When we reached the bus area, I found myself facing a mob of freshmen. âItâs
him
!â one of them shouted. The group vibrated.
ââHimâ? Did you form a band and not tell me?â Lee asked. âOr make a movie?â
âNothing that impressive,â I said.
Jeremy detached himself from the masses. âThey want to buy copies.â
âAll of them?â I asked. It looked like nearly a dozen kids.
Their heads nodded. Their eyes widened.