former eldress held up a shaky yet authoritative hand. âRose will be there, of course, and I will come if I am able,â she said. âNow, you run along back to the Childrenâs Dwelling House. I know Sister Charlotte has special Saturday lessons planned, and you donât want to fall behind. Besides, Rose and I have some things to discuss.â
Mairin slid off her chair and stood awkwardly before Agathaâs rocker. âThank you, Sister.â She reached out her hand and touched Agathaâs with the tips of her fingers, then pulled back quickly. Another child would have jumped up and down with glee, but Mairinâs body tightened, as if she wanted to keep her excitement from escaping. She closed her eyes and hugged herself. She stood that way for so long that Rose became alarmed.
âMairin, are you all right?â she asked.
Mairin opened her eyes. âYea. I was just telling Mother Ann that my birthday will be perfect if sheâll let my angel come, too.â In the time it took Rose and Agatha to digest her words, Mairin had scampered from the room.
âHer angel?â Rose scooted her chair close to Agathaâs. âCould she mean this apparition sheâs been following about?â
Agatha frowned, her cloudy eyes focused inward. âWe must watch the child carefully,â she said.
âDo you believe she is in danger?â
âI believe she has gifts,â Agatha said. âExtraordinary gifts. But she is too young and inexperienced to know how to follow them properly, to listen to them. Iâm afraid she might misunderstand and put herself in danger.â
âBut if they are gifts of the spirit, how can they lead her astray?â
âIâm not worried about the gifts that are part of her,â Agatha said. âIâm worried about the part of her that is human.â She closed her eyes and leaned her head against a thin blanket folded over the back of her rocker.
âYouâre exhausted,â Rose said. She worried constantly about Agathaâs health and felt guilty each time she asked her elderly friend to help her solve a dilemma. Agatha, Rose knew, would be content to move on to the next stop on her spiritual journey, but Rose had no desire to hasten the process. âIâll keep a close watch over Mairin,â she said. âYou neednât worry.â
Agathaâs blue-veined eyelids shot open. âMairin came to us starving and unloved,â she said with renewed force. âWe fed her and weâve loved her, yet in some way she hungers still. That is why I fear for her.â Agatha released a long sigh and seemed to shrink in her chair. Rose leaned over her and lightly kissed the smooth skin of her forehead.
âI think I understand,â Rose said. âNow you rest. Iâll keep you informed.â She closed the retiring room door behind her. She wasnât certain she really did understand what Agatha had tried to tell her, but she knew enough to listen to the message. If she didnât keep a close eye on Mairin, something even worse than an orphanage might be in the childâs future.
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Rose made a quick telephone call to Sister Charlotte, who assured her that Mairin had returned to the Childrenâs Dwelling House and that she and Nora would watch her carefully. She then visited Sister Gertrude in the kitchen to request a birthday cake for Monday and perhaps some homemade ice cream.
âI know just what Iâll bake,â Gertrude said. âWe have just enough of last fallâs crop to make a lovely dried apple cake. The youngâuns love that one.â Gertrudeâs large, bony hands splashed in a deep sink full of hot, soapy water as she washed up the dishes from the noon meal. Rose found a clean linen towel and began to dry. Sheâd been lax lately about helping the sisters with their work. Physical labor was important for her humility, and to be honest, she loved