understand, Iâm forty miles from you. Do you need some sort of permission for treatment or surgery orââ She paused, reeling against the stair rail. She couldnât believe she was saying these things.
âItâs too early to say for certain, maâam.â The nurse couldnât give her any more information, so Luz hung up.
What to do? What to do? She needed to get on the road. Now.
For the first time in her life, Luz wished for a cellular phone. Ian had one for work, but Luz had never cared for them, electronic umbilical cords that made it impossible to hide, even when you wanted to. Now she would give anything for one. She wanted to be able to drive down the road and tell Ian what was going on as she hurtled through the night toward her daughter. Instead, helplessly pacing the floor, she had to call the Huntsville TraveLodge, where he stayed when one of his clients was down to the wire.
Other attorneysâ wives had warned her for years, Never call your husband in the middle of the night when heâs away on a case. Death-row lawyers typically had any number of eager interns at their beck and call, and the ones with Ianâs looks had plenty of becking and calling options. Interns tended to be young, earnest, idealistic, dedicatedâ¦and horny. All this flashed through her mind as a hotel operator took forever to pick up, then ring Ianâs room.
âMaâam, thereâs no answer. Would you like to leave a message?â
While she let the dog into the house, she spoke the unspeakable and left the name of the hospital. She rang off and alerted his pager. Then she tried his cell phone. He didnât answer, so she left the same message on his voice mail. Damn you, Ian. Where the hell are you?
She refused to think about thatâabout anythingâexcept getting to Lila. Upstairs, she paused outside the boysâ room, opening the door a crack to assure herself of what she already knewâthey were fast asleep. The sound of their breathing, the smell of their sleeping bodies, filled her.
Jessie, she thought. Thank God she was here. She could look after the boys. Then Luz hesitated. Jessie didnât have the first idea how to get a gang of boys off to school. She would have to take it on faith that her sister could figure things out. The boys knew the routine.
Luz went outside, flung her giant purse into the car and started the engine. Leaving it idling, she made her way to Jessieâs cabin, nearly tripping several times in the dark. âJessie,â she said, knocking at the door. âJess, wake up.â She pushed the door open to find her sister emerging from the bedroom, blinking in sleepy confusion.
âIâm sorry to wake you but somethingâs happened,â said Luz.
The sleepiness sharpened to concern. âWhat?â
âThere was a car wreck. Lilaâs at the hospital. I need to get there right away.â
Jessieâs face turned pale. âLila!â
âThey just called. Hillcrest Hospital. Iâve already left word for Ian, and Iâm on my way there now.â
âJesus. I canât believe this is happening.â Jessieâs voice shook, and she clutched at the door frame. âA car wreck? But that canât be. Sheââ
âLook, Jess, the boys are still sound asleep in the house. I let Beaver in. Can you go over and stay with them?â Luz realized her mind was jumping around, out of control. She was having trouble focusing. âAnd if Iâm not home soon, can you get them up around seven and give them some breakfast? The school bus picks up Owen and Wyatt at the top of the hill at seven forty-five. Would youââ
âGo, for heavenâs sake.â With uncharacteristic bossiness, Jessie took charge. âCall me the second you know something.â Jessie gave her a hug, then pushed her toward the door. âIâll take care of things.â
Jessieâs words rang
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