matter anymore?
âI donât need reminders about what is in my heart,â she blurted.
âOf course not.â
âIâm the one who lost a husband. I donât need you reminding me about that.â
âIâm sorry if you thought I was inferring.â
âYou were. I also know what you were inferring. For some reason, you both came over here to make sure I did nothing to ruin Sanfordâs place in my life.â
Rachelâs eyes filled with tears. âIâm not sure why you are reacting like this.â
âRachel, I know you care about me, and I am mighty grateful for that. But it isnât fair for you and Mamm to think you need to remind me about how I should be feeling. Or what I have lost. If I want to befriend a man who I have much in common with, you need to let me do that. Both of you do.â
Her mother looked on the verge of arguing, but to Emmaâs surprise, Rachel cut her off. âYou are right, dear,â she said in her sweet way. âIâm so sorry if you thought we came over here to judge. I didnât mean to. You have every right to keep making friends. You have every right to be yourself. I promise, both your mother and I only want you to be happy.â
âIs that true, Mamm?â Emma asked.
âOf course, Emma. Rachel is right. We might have overstepped ourselves today. Maybe.â
But Emma knew that her mother was only backing down because Rachel looked on the verge of pulling her out of the room if she didnât.
It was time to make amends. The three of them had been through too much together to dwell on disagreements. âWould you two ladies like to have some tea or kaffi and help me make three little girls dresses?â
Rachel opened her purse and pulled out her glasses. âYou cut, Iâll pin.â
âAnd Iâll sew on your treadle,â her mother announced. âWhy, with our help, I bet you can have them done by the time the girls come home from school.â
âThat would be wunderbaar , Mamm,â Emma said quietly. When her motherâs expression softened, she knew that her mother understood that she was talking about so much more than just the sewing project.
Emma hoped theyâd feel the same way tomorrow, too.
Chapter 8
A re you sure Emma wonât mind if we stop by today?â Jay asked William as they walked up the steps to the Keimsâ front door.
âShe ainât going to mind at all. When I saw Miss Emma at school yesterday morning, she said I could stop by anytime. This is anytime, ainât so?â
It was comments like that that made Jay think the Lord had a sense of humor. Headstrong, eternally optimistic, and constantly in motion, his youngest was as different from his two older brothers as could be. He wasnât sure how he would have gotten through each day without Williamâs quips and comments. âPerhaps, but sometimes people say things they donât mean,â he cautioned.
âOh, she meant what she said, Iâm sure of it. Lena said her mamm loves visitors.â
âAll right. I guess weâll see if she likes unannounced visitors.âRapping his knuckles on the door, he said, âDonât forget your manners, Will.â
âI wonât. But Daed, you donât have to have gut manners with Lenaâs mamm . You just have to be yourself.â
âThat may be true, but still, Iâd like you to be your best self,â he said just as Lena opened the door with a smile.
âHi, Mr. Jay,â she chirped as she bounded out onto the porch. Her pink dress was a little on the short side, showing off her tan lower calves and bare feet. âFrankie and I were watching you out the window.â
She looked so proud of that fact, Jay realized she was expecting a response. âYou were? I didnât see you there.â
âI was there. We didnât know if you were ever gonna knock. I wanted to open the door