Look, ever since I was a little girl I wanted to be a cop. Youâve never seen anybody so happy as when I graduated from the academy. I thought I made it, Iâm really going to do this. And then out thereâ¦â She waved a hand. âI thought you were dead. It was my fault. I thoughtâ¦â That my father was right. Iâm stupid, inadequate, useless, nothing but excess baggage . âI was really scared. Iâm glad youâre okay.â
âHard head,â Osey said. âTakes more than a mule kick to kill me. Just ⦠would you believe I know a thing or two?â
She relaxed her shoulders. âThanks.â
Did he resent being partnered with her? Hard to tell with Osey. Unlike Demarco who radiated hostility, Osey seemed to deal amiably with whatever got thrown at him. Although he had gotten kind of tight-lipped when she rushed in where she shouldnât have. If he held it against her, he didnât show it. He looked slow and lazy, and had a lanky stride that gave the impression he was on the verge of collapse.
âForget it.â He braked suddenly to avoid a retarded squirrel who darted in front of the cruiser.
âForget what?â
âGuilt about nearly getting my head blown off. Just donât do it again.â
âGot it. Is he always like that? Simon, I mean. Lives in nineteen forty-two and runs around shooting people he thinks are Nazis?â
âThe uniforms probably set him off. The thing about Simon is, heâs clever about sneaking away from his caregiver. But if you just wait him out, he forgets where he is and what heâs doing and you can just collect him and take him home.â
âRight. Is he ever lucid?â
âNot really, I guess. Sometimes he recognizes his daughter, mostly he doesnât, thinks sheâs his sister.â A second or two went by, then he looked at her and asked. âWhy?â
âJust wondered.â When she hadârecklessly as it turned outârushed into the house, Simon had shouted something about killing someone. But he hadnât actually, heâd only shot a boy in the leg. The kid was recovering quickly and was getting a lot of mileage out of it.
âWhen those blackbirds fly around like that, doesnât it mean theyâve found something dead?â she said.
âProbably. Why?â
âTheyâre always flying around the cornfield?â
âSo?â
She didnât want to sound like some stupid city chick who didnât know anything. And she didnât want to get in trouble again either. From now on she was going to follow orders, not take a step until she was told to. Well, maybe just one.
âYou think Simon murdered somebody and slung the body in the cornfield?â A hint of amusement sneaked into Oseyâs voice.
âIf something isnât dead out there, why are those birds constantly circling?â It spooked her, those big blackbirds flying their endless circles, like a shot from an old western.
âFarmers are into ecology. Nothing wasted. Cow drops a calf that doesnât make it, the calf gets spread out for the critters to feed on. Deer hit by a car maybe.â
Dead calves thrown out on the hillside for other animals to eat kind of made her queasy.
Osey looked at her with a breath of inhaled patience. âWhat?â
âIâm leaving after work. Going home for my nieceâs birthday.â
âI thought you were taking your car to the shop.â Oseyâs father and brothers owned the garage where she took her car. âHow you going to get there?â
âIâm taking the bus home.â
âArenât you working tomorrow?â
âYeah, Iâll only be gone a day. I get back around noon.â She didnât have to report for duty until three.
âWant a ride from the bus station?â
âThatâd be great.â
They picked up Brett Foster at the swimming pool where he
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