pretty sure a lot of vending-machine business goes on. âWhatâs the problem? Why arenât you in school?â
I laugh. âYouâre Tommyâs baby-sitter, not mine.â
He turns pale. âNot so loud! People got big ears. If that gets back to your brother, thereâs going to be pain to go around.â He pulls up a bar stool. âWhy are you ditching class?â
I say stuff to Ray that I wouldnât even tell my own mother. âHead lice. Itâs a twenty-four-hour pass. Listen, Ray, I need a big favor. Can you get me a cell phone thatâs untraceable to me?â
âUntraceable?â Heâs instantly alert. âIf youâre dealing drugsââ
âYou know me better than that,â I retort. âThereâs this girl, Rayâat least I think there is. I want to be able to talk to her without the FBI listening in.â
Notice how I donât bore him with the details of who she is, and more important, who her father is. Thatâs on a need-to-know basis, and nobody needs to know. I wish I didnât.
Ray nods understandingly. âI can probably come up with something.â
âToday?â
âRelax, Romeo.â He grins. âI just want to make sure you know what youâre getting into. This is a cloned phone. Itâs illegal, right?â
âIâll pay for it,â I insist. âI just donât want it to be bugged. If I went to the store and set up a real account, the FBI would be listening in by the end of the week.â
Ray laughs. âYou canât pay for it, dummy. What, youâre going to send AT&T thirty bucks a month anonymously for a phone they donât even know exists?â
Good point. But Iâm not really sweating the small stuff. Kendra has assumed a place in my brain where logic has no sway. âI still need it,â I insist.
âItâs yours,â he assures me. âSo long as you know what youâre doing. Youâre the one whoâs always moaning and groaning about staying out of your fatherâs business. This is part of it. This girl must really be something special.â
I shrug helplessly. âI donât know. Iâve got nothing to compare it to. Maybe itâs the stupidest thing Iâve ever done.â
âDoes she know who you are?â
I shudder. âGod, no!â
He reaches out and ruffles my deloused hair. âYouâve got the right to be seventeen. Listen, your mind must be working a mile a minute right now. Just try to relax and enjoy it. Itâs never going to be this new again.â
Rayâs the best. He promises to drop by with the phone tonight.
As I leave the Silver Slipper, it occurs to me that seventeen years living under Anthony Lucaâs roof couldnât make a criminal out of me. That took half an hour in Kendra Bightlyâs basement.
On the way home, I swing by the grocery store and buy thirty dollarsâ worth of canned goods and cereals, which I take over to the food bank at St. Bartholomew. Call it a donation of my monthly cell phone fee from the Good Samaritans at AT&T.
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CHAPTER EIGHT
K ENDRA AND I continue to see each otherâif see is the right word. I take her to dark movie theaters; we spend our afternoons in the gloom of her basement, and evenings crammed into my parked Mazda. If Jimmy Rat thinks the trunk is too small, he should try to maneuver in the backseat.
We see each other in daylight too, but thatâs mostly at school, with Alex hanging around. Which is becoming a bit of a problem because he really, truly hates her.
Itâs nothing against Kendra. He would hate anyone in her position right now. Iâm coming to see that all that blather about living his love life through me is exactly that, blather. Heâs just plain jealous, and Iâd tell him so if it wasnât for the fact that I genuinely feel bad for the guy. Heâs languishing on the bench of that