house. He opened the screen door and banged it shut.
William shook his head, leaning on his walking stick. âHeâs been like this all his life. Unreasonable. Stubborn. Having temper tantrums at the slightest hint of disagreement.â
âI donât know, William. If I were you, Iâd back off and let them work it out for themselves.â
âIâm only trying to help.â
âHenry hates to be helped.â
âBecause heâs mulish.â
âWeâre all mulish when it comes right down to it.â
âWell, something has to be done. This may be his last chance at love. I canât bear to see him make a hash of it.â There was a gentle pinging sound and William reached into his vest pocket and checked his watch. âTime for my snack.â He took out a small cellophane packet of cashews that he opened with his teeth. He popped two in his mouth, chewing them like pills. âYou know Iâm hypoglycemic. The doctor says I shouldnât go more than two hours without eating. Otherwise Iâm subject to faintness, weakness, clamminess, and palpitations. Also, tremulousness, which youâve doubtless observed.â
âReally. I hadnât noticed.â
âPrecisely. The doctorâs encouraged me to instruct friends and family in recognizing the symptoms because itâs imperative to render immediate treatment. A glass of fruit juice, a few nuts. These can make all the difference. Of course, he wants me to undergo tests, but in the meantime, a diet high in protein, thatâs the trick,â he said. âYou know, with deficient glucose production, an attack can be triggered by alcohol, salicylates, or in rare cases, by ingesting the ackee nut, which produces whatâs commonly known as the Jamaican vomiting sicknessâ¦â
I cupped a hand to my ear. âI think thatâs my phone. I better run.â
âCertainly. I can tell you more over supper since youâre interested.â
âGreat,â I said. I began to edge toward my door.
William pointed at me with his walking stick. âAs for this business with Henry, isnât it better to feel something intensely even if youâre wounded in the process?â
I pointed at him. âIâll get back to you on that.â
6
I had a brief debate with myself about working in a three-mile jog. Iâd had to skip my morning run in the interest of reaching CIW by nine. I usually run at 6:00 when Iâm still half-asleep and my resistance is down. Iâve discovered that as the day wears on my sense of virtue and resolve both rapidly diminish. Most days, by the time I get home from work, the last thing I want to do is change into my running clothes and drag myself out. Iâm not so fanatic about exercise that I donât occasionally let myself off the hook; however, Iâd noticed a growing inclination to seize any excuse to sit on my butt instead of working out. Before I thought too much about it, I went up the spiral stairs to change my clothes.
I kicked off my loafers, peeled out of my jeans, and pulled my T-shirt over my head, tugging on my sweats and my Sauconys. In circumstances like this, I make a little deal with myself. If I jog for ten minutes and really really hate it, I can turn around and come back. No shame, no blame. Usually by the time the first ten minutes have elapsed, Iâm into the swing of it and enjoying myself. I tied my house key in the laces of one shoe, locked the door behind me, and set off at a brisk walk.
Now that the marine layer had burned off, the neighbors were out in their yards, mowing lawns, watering, and pruning deadheads from the rosebushes massed along the fences. I could smell ocean brine mingled with the scent of freshly clipped grass. My block of Albinil Street is narrow. Aside from vehicles parked on either side, thereâs barely room for two cars to pass. Eucalyptus trees and stone pines provide shade for the
editor Elizabeth Benedict