âIâm not sure itâs safe for you to get out of the car.â
She really wasnât in the mood for this. âYour carâs in more danger than I am. So you should probably get it out of here beforeâ¦â
Dev wasnât listening. âThat building looks like it should be condemned. Tell me itâs nicer inside.â
She should, but the lie stalled on her tongue. âWhere I live is none of your business.â
âIâm not letting you out of this car, Megan, until Iâ¦â
God, she hated that tone. It brought back old, anger-inducing memories. As if to prove his point, Dev hit the button that locked her door. Irritation crawled over her skin. âWhat? Youâre going to kidnap me from my own front yard?â
âIâd probably be doing you a favor if I did. Jesus, Megan, why are you living like this? You have a job.â
âI have an internship,â she corrected, hating this entire conversation.
âAnd?â
She sighed. âYou really didnât pay any attention at all to anything I ever said, did you?â
He didnât take the bait this time. Instead, his eyes bored into hers as he waited for an explanation. I donât owe him one, she reminded herself, but she found herself providing it anyway. âI have to do a two-year internship before I get my license. Internships are politically correct, modern forms of slaveryâexcept that the slaver is doing me a favor by letting me work long hours for little or no pay. Iâm lucky the Weiss Clinic pays enough for me to live here. â
âIf you need moneyâ¦â
âIâm paying my dues, the same as everyone else. In a couple more months Iâll have my hours complete and Iâll sit my exam. Then Iâll be able to get a job that pays a living wage. Until then, Iâm treating this as a character-building experience.â
âSo your newfound backbone actually came from living in poverty?â
âItâs hardly squalor.â She tried to sound upbeat. âIn fact, itâs not much worse than our first apartment.â
He made an odd choking noise. âOur first apartment was a hellhole.â
In retrospect, it had been exactly that. It just hadnât felt like itâunlike her current place. And she didnât need aPhD in anything to tell her why her perception had been rose-colored back then.
Devinâs grip on her arm tightened incrementally, bringing back those old feelings to tangle with the current ones. And that memory rush was simply too much to handle in the small, dark, cozy confines of Devinâs car.
He was so close. Too close. She could feel the heat of his body warming the air around them, see the pulse in his neck. If she inhaled when he exhaled, theyâd share the same breath. But she wasnât sure she could breathe.
And Dev seemed to realize that, too. His attention had moved from her neighborhood to her face and now seemed focused on her lips. Her heart skittered, skipping a couple of beats. Just another inch and she⦠What the hell am I thinking? She pulled back, putting as much distance between them as the car would allow, and Dev frowned.
She cleared her throat and chose her words carefully. âI appreciate your concern, but my life is not your business or your problem anymore. Good night, good luck and hopefully weâll never have to see each other again.â
Feeling rather proud of her little speech, she reached for the door handle. Devin still held her wrist, and she stared at his hand pointedly until he released his grip.
The sounds and, unfortunately, smells of her neighborhood rushed in as she opened the door, destroying the quiet cocoon, and the intimacy evaporated. Thank goodness. âBye, Dev.â
âDamn it, Meganââ Dev began, but she closed the door on his words.
She climbed the stairs on unsteady legs, the imprint of his hand still burning into her arm. She