school?â
âThought youâd never ask.â
In the truck, Sassy slides across the seat and glues herself to my side. She keeps squirming against me until I put my arm around her. âThatâs better. So, where was Jasper this morning?â
I donât answer at first. âHe left early.â
âAfter he beat you up?â
âHe didnât mean toââ I am about to say he didnât mean to cause the fight, but Sassy jumps in before I can finish.
âHeâs an Indi anâv iol ent and unpredictable.â
I donât bother challenging her on that. She has said a lot of mean things about Jasper, but until just now, she hasnât mentioned anything about violence. I doubt sheâd believe that he was the one who walked away, even though he thought I was accusing him of being the thief. And, apparently, I donât need to feel bad about that. That razor blade and the hair in his bag donât look good. My pulse speeds up. Stupid Jasper. What is he thinking? If he needs money for some reason, he should have asked. Not that I have any to give him, but Iâm sure Ryan and I could have come up with some kind of plan. Some way to help.
âSo I donât know what Iâm going to do,â Sassy says.
It sinks in that Sassy has been talking while Iâve been thinking about Jasper.
âSorry. Do about what?â
She sighs. âYou donât really care, do you?â
âI have a lot on my mind. I do care. What did you ask me?â
âAbout a car.â
I really feel like an idiot now. A car? âA car for you? Did you say you wanted to buy a car?â
Sassy jabs me in the ribs. âIf youâd been paying attentionâ¦â
âSorry. Tell me.â
âYes, I want to buy a car. Not for me. For my mom. She lost her job, and her old car died, and it will cost more to fix it than to get another one, but she hasnât got any money, and myââ Sassy catches herself and stops. âI donât know why Iâm telling you this. Itâs not your problem.â She rests her head against my chest. My fingers stroke her hair.
âMaybe I can think of something,â I say.
She sniffles and snuggles against me. When we pull into the parking lot at school, she reaches up and strokes my chest. âThank you,â she whispers. âI knew youâd help me.â
I donât know what to say. I have no clue how to help her. Every penny I make at the feed store goes to the horses. I have a few hundred bucks in the bank, but thatâs for gas and truck insurance and horse bills. Besides, it isnât enough to buy a car. Why did I say Iâd try to think of something?
Sassyâs breath is warm and soft on my neck. She presses a gentle kiss against my throat and then another a little higher up. Her fingertips brush the bruises on my cheek so softly I barely feel her
touch. Another kiss and another and then her lips find mine. By the time I finally pull free, my truck windows are completely fogged up.
âIâm going to be so late for English,â I say, checking my watch.
She just laughs. âSee you later,â she says when I sprint away across the parking lot. I look over my shoulder to see if sheâs following me, but sheâs moving off down the sidewalk away from school. Maybe she has a spare first thing. I donât have a whole lot of time to think about where sheâs going, because I have to sign myself into the late book in the office, dash past my locker to grab my books and then slide into my desk at the back of the classroom. Mr. Ormand glares at me over his reading glasses and then starts talking again. Whatever heâs saying is completely lost on me. By the time the bell goes I realize Iâve filled half a page with doodles and thought about nothing other than Sassy Calloway, and how Iâm going to help her buy a car for her mother.
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