sweat and fruit punch, and my hair is molded into the shape of my hairnet. (Hairnets: absolutely humiliating. Not even James Dean could appear iconic in a hairnet.) Itâs only seven oâclock at night, but Iâm dead tired. So tired that I fall asleep before weâre halfway back to town.
âHey.â Hannah runs her fingernails lightly up my forearm until I pry my eyes open. âIâve got something special planned for us, but I can take you home if youâre too tired.â
Home. Though that sounds tempting, so does the somethingspecial. I sit up a little straighter. Iâve been hanging out with Hannah for more than a month now, with no real action. Itâs sort of like having a Porsche in your driveway and never turning the key.
I consider her lips for a moment. âHome. Um . . . no. Well, yes. How about home first for a shower? That will wake me up, and then weâll go out.â
âDone.â Her foot slips a bit as she hits the gas pedal, and she giggles. Sheâs wearing black high-heeled shoes with strings that lace up her calves and a short denim skirt. I donât know if it would win any fashion awards, but itâs more than enough to keep me awake for the rest of the drive.
I unlock the basement door and head straight for the shower without even checking to see if Dadâs upstairs. When I come out, feeling less cherry-juice pink, Hannahâs flipping through discs. She picks up The Corporation .
âThat oneâs a bit heavy. Itâs all about proving that corporations are psycho.â
She shoves it back on the shelf as if sheâs been caught snooping. âI know. I thought I was going to need antidepressants afterward.â
âSeriously? Youâve seen it?â
She shrugs, blinks, flicks her hair over her shoulder. âYou smell nice. You locked the bathroom door, though.â
âUm . . . habit, I guess.â
âBad habit,â she says, nuzzling against me.
âIt will never happen again,â I say. Iâm thinking I may have stumbled into my own fantasy, and Iâm just deciding whether or not I care that Dad may be upstairs when my phone rings and ruins it all. I make the mistake of glancing at it, and Laurenâs number is lit up on the call display.
Flashing neon warning sign: Do not answer ex-girlfriendâs call while hot new girl is in the room.
Apparently, Iâm blind to neon. Or maybe two years of dating Lauren have ingrained me with Pavlovâs-dog reflexes. I pick up the phone.
âCole? Can you come over? I need to talk to you.â After Hannahâs low purr, Laurenâs voice sounds young.
âRight now?â I scrub a hand through my hair.
âItâs important. I need to see you.â
I can tell sheâs upset, which makes me want to see her less. Itâs going to be messy.
I hang up the phone and wince at Hannah, feeling as if Iâve been called into battle.
âLaurenâs upset about something. She says I have to stop by.â
âOh. Okay.â Even though she looks disappointed, Hannah doesnât sound angry. Suddenly, all I want to do is blow off Lauren and hang out with the gorgeous girl standing in front of me, herteeth biting the corner of her lip, her eyebrows crinkled with the strain of thinking. The fact that sheâs not creating some big scene even though she had something planned . . .
âIâm sure it wonât take long. I know itâs not a great thing to ask, but you could wait and then we could hang out.â
âSure!â And Hannahâs face is sunny again, as if thereâs never been a problem.
Ten minutes later weâre parked on the street in front of Laurenâs. We still have Hannahâs car because she says she has her âsurprise suppliesâ in the trunk.
âIâll be back as soon as I possibly can,â I promise.
âNo worries.â
When I get to