was out for a meal in Soho and called her to say sheâd just seen Dan having dinner with a woman.â
âDan has dinner with lots of women. Thatâs part of his job.â
âI know. I said that. Listen, you donât need to get testy with me!â
Hannah glared at him. But rather than feeling guilty, her defensiveness just added to Joshâs sense of grievance. It was all right for her. She was at home all day. She was probably enjoying having all these people around all the time, all this activity, all this drama. She ought to try working in a proper job, where you went out all day and looked forward to getting home for a bit of peace and quiet.
âAnyway,â she continued, âthis friend had no idea Sasha and Dan were splitting up. If thatâs what theyâre doing. She only made a big thing about Dan and this other woman as a joke, apparently, but Sasha came straight here to drop off September and now sheâs off in hot pursuit.â
âDo you think itâs her? Sienna? â
âGod knows. Iâd bloody murder Dan if it was, after all his promises. Sasha says sheâs sure it isnât but she wants to put her mind at rest. She promises sheâs just going to look through the window. Sheâs not going to make a scene or anything.â
âYeah, itâs not as if Sashaâs the making-a-scene type, after all!â
Hannah made a face.
âShe promised me she wasnât going to, anyway. She didnât even seem that bothered, she just said she knew she was being stupid but she wanted to see for herself, then sheâd come straight back. Sheâll probably be here any minute.â
âYeah, unless sheâs stabbed him through the heart. You did frisk her for sharp objects, I hope?â
âLook, like you said, Dan works with lots of women and does a lot of business over dinner. Sasha is just overreacting to everything at the moment. Iâll bet you anything she comes through the door in the next half hour absolutely mortified.â
âSasha doesnât do mortified, Hannah. Sasha only does vindicated or âNow Iâll make this into an amusing story to make myself look cute and quirky.ââ
âWhy are you so down on her suddenly? Donât you think sheâs having a hard enough time without her friends turning on her as well?â
Hannah rarely raised her voice, and as Josh gazed at her in surprised reproach, he noticed for the first time how tired she looked. Her blue eyes looked almost colorless against the dark mauve shadows underneath. This situation was taking its toll on her, too.
âI just wish things could go back to how they were before,â he sighed, uncomfortably aware he was sounding a bit like his own four-year-old daughter.
As if on cue, from the hallway came the sound of Lilyâs panicked voice.
âMummy! Daddy!â
Glad of the distraction, he strode off into her room. Nudging open the door with its pink gingham letter L interwoven with yellow and white daisies, he was thrown off guard by finding September sitting perched on Lilyâs duvet, gazing at him impassively, while a just-woken Lily, eyes still wild and confused from sleep, cowered at the other end of the bed, rubbing her arm.
âTember woke me up,â she whined. âShe pinched me.â
September continued gazing levelly at him.
âCouldnât sleep,â she said, by way of explanation. âDonât like your bedroom.â
âBut you shouldnât have woken Lily up, should you, September? And you shouldnât have pinched her. That wasnât kind, was it?â
âYouâre not kind,â said September, her voice rising dangerously. âYouâre mean and I donât like you!â
Her face crumpled in on itself and she started crying.
âWhat the hell is going on in here?â
Josh had no idea how Sasha could have got in so suddenly. He hadnât been