full of people like them; those who were on the right side of the law, but werenât as convinced as the men and women who lined up in the jury box. More times than she could care to admit, Birdy and her colleagues turned over the best information they could find, in hope that the jury would sort out the puzzle pieces that didnât really fit. Their job had been to gather the evidence, the prosecutorâs job was to put it all into a story, and the jury was called upon to make the final call.
âWere you there?â Birdy asked. âIn the room when this was recorded?â
She shook her head. âNo. Not at all. Didnât have the right badge back then. Derby treated me like an office girl and flunky. My scores on the detectiveâs test were twenty points higher than his. Heâs now sheriff and Iâm a human tripod selling Partridge Family lunchboxes.â
Even though the woman had clearly been wronged by her boss, in a very real, and very uncomfortable way, Birdy was grateful for it. Pat-Stanâs anger was proving to be more helpful than sheâd hoped. Bitterness, sadly, was something that she could put to use.
Pat-Stan pushed the PLAY button. The tape crackled and popped, but Tommyâs voice was unmistakable. It was young Tommy. Broken Tommy. Not the man old before his time rotting away in prison. Tommy Freeland spoke in a deliberate, halting manner.
âI was smoking pot and drinking beer that afternoon in the woods alone. I had talked to Anna Jo Bonners about meeting me at the cabin so we could mess around. Anna Jo didnât show up so I hung out by myself. I heard a scream coming from the cabin later and I went inside.â
His words were so precise that Birdy wondered if heâd been reading his statement. But he couldnât have been because the statement was a transcription of the tape, not the other way around.
âI found Anna Jo Bonners in a pool of blood. I was scared that whoever had hurt her was still there so I grabbed the knife. He told me to put it down. So Iââ
âStop the tape, please,â Birdy said, looking up from the transcript of her cousinâs statement, her heart beat a little faster. The Alka-Seltzer roiled in her stomach.
Pat-Stan complied. She kept her facial expression flat, but her eyes were alert and sharply focused. There was awareness behind them, and, Birdy thought, a kind of appreciation for what she was hearing.
Maybe even a little relief.
âDid you hear what I heard?â
âYes. I guess thatâs why youâre here, isnât it?â
âHe says that someone told him to put the knife down,â she said.
âThatâs right. Thatâs what he says.â
âBut at trial he said he was alone.â
âHe didnât. Maybe you donât remember, but Tommy Freeland never actually testified. His lawyer told him not to. The transcripts were used.â
âBut the transcriptions are wrong.â
The former detective nodded. âI know. I was there. The only comfort Iâve had is that all the other evidence so clearly indicated that Tommy was the killer. It was only after his conviction that I played back the tapes.â
âNot only that, but doesnât he sound peculiar?â Birdy said.
Pat-Stan watched her visitor closely. âHow so?â she asked.
âStilted, calm. Not like someone whoâd just killed his girlfriend and was looking for a way out of it,â Birdy said.
âFunny that you should say that,â Pat-Stan said, her finger hovering over the recorder to advance the audiotape one more time. âI saw him the afternoon they brought him in. He was a complete wreck. He was barely able to breathe because he was crying so hard. Also, this isnât an interview tape at all. It seems like a compilation, bits and pieces strung together. Did you hear how the hissing in the background stopped at the end of the sentence?â
Birdy was