and said, 'Come here,' real low and quick, that-a-way."
Steve laid his open hand on Little Lee Roy's porch and held it there, frowning in concentration.
"I get it," said Max. "He'd caught on it was a fake."
Steve straightened up. "So ever'body yelled to git away, git away," he continued, his voice rising, "because it was growlin' an' carryin' on an' shakin' its iron bar like they tole it. When I heard all that commotionâboy! I was scared."
"You didn't know it was a fake."
Steve was silent for a moment, and Little Lee Roy held his breath, for fear everything was all over.
"Look," said Steve finally, his voice trembling. "I guess I was supposed to feel bad like this, and you wasn't. I wasn't supposed to ship out on that boat from Port Arthur and all like that. This other had to happen to meânot you all. Feelin' responsible. You'll be O.K., mister, but I won't. I feel awful about it. That poor little old thing."
"Look, you got him right here," said Max quickly. "See him? Use your eyes. He's O.K., ain't he? Looks O.K. to me. It's just you. You're nuts, is all."
"You knowâwhen that man laid out his open hand on the boards, why, it just let go the iron bar," continued Steve, "let it fall down like thatâbangâand act like it didn't know what to do. Then it drug itself over to where the fella was standin' an' leaned down an' grabbed holt onto that white man's hand as tight as it could an' cried like a baby. It didn't want to hit him!"
"Hee! hee! hee!"
"No sir, it didn't want to hit him. You know what it wanted?"
Max shook his head.
"It wanted him to help it. So the man said, 'Do you wanna get out of this place, whoever you are?' An' it never answeredânone of us knowed it could talkâbut it just wouldn't let that man's hand a-loose. It hung on, cryin' like a baby. So the man says, 'Well, wait here till I come back.'"
"Uh-huh?" said Max.
"Went off an' come back with the sheriff. Took us all to jail. But just the man owned the show and his son got took to the pen. They said I could go free. I kep' tellin' 'em I didn't know it wouldn't hit me with the iron bar an' kep' tellin' 'em I didn't know it could tell what you was sayin' to it."
"Yeh, guess you told 'em," said Max.
"By that time I felt bad. Been feelin' bad ever since. Can't hold on to a job or stay in one place for nothin' in the world. They made it stay in jail to see if it could talk or not, and the first night it wouldn't say nothin'. Some time it cried. And they undressed it an' found out it wasn't no outcast Indian woman a-tall. It was a little clubfooted nigger man."
"Hee! hee!"
"You mean it was this boy hereâyeh. It was him."
"Washed its face, and it was paint all over it made it look red. It all come off. And it could talkâas good as me or you. But they'd tole it not to, so it never did. They'd tole it if anybody was to come near it they was comin' to git itâand for it to hit 'em quick with that iron bar an' growl. So nobody ever come near itâuntil that man. I was yellin' outside, tellin' 'em to keep away, keep away. You could see where they'd whup it. They had to whup it some to make it eat all the chickens. It was awful dirty. They let it go back home free, to where they got it in the first place. They made them pay its ticket from Little Oil, Texas, to Cane Springs, Miss'ippi."
"You got a good memory," said Max.
"The way it
started
was," said Steve, in a wondering voice, "the show was just travelin' along in ole trucks through the country, and just seen this little deformed nigger man, sittin' on a fence, and just took it. It couldn't help it."
Little Lee Roy tossed his head back in a frenzy of amusement.
"I found it all out later. I was up on the Ferris wheel with one of the boysâgot to talkin' up yonder in the peace an' quietâan' said they just kind of happened up on it. Like a cyclone happens: it wasn't nothin' it could do. It was just took up." Steve suddenly paled through his