The Journeyâs End
Years ago I stole a loaf of bread to feed my hungry family. I was sent to prison and sentenced to hard labor. I traded my name for a number. I was no longer Jean Valjean. For nineteen years, I was known as number 24,601. That was a dark, lonely time for me.
Now I am old and dying. I write this for my daughter, Cosette. When she reads it she will know the truth. I hope she can forgive me. I hope she will understand why Idid not tell her everything sooner.
At the time my story begins, I was the breadwinner in my sisterâs household. Her husband was dead, and she had seven children.
One year the winter was very hard. I didnât have work, and we had no food. I couldnât let the children starve, so I broke the bakerâs window and stole a loaf of bread. I was twenty-five years old when I lost my freedom.
In October of 1815 I was released from prison. Nineteen years of my life had been spent behind bars.
My first taste of freedom filled me with joy. I was free to walk anywhere!
That first day, I walked many miles. By nightfall my bones ached from the cold, damp air. And I was exhausted.
I stopped at the best inn in the town of Digne. I entered and the innkeeper called, âWhat can I do for you, monsieur?â
âI want a meal and a bed,â I replied. âI have money.â
The few francs I had earned in prison were more than enough to pay for food and lodging.
âIn that case, youâre welcome,â said the innkeeper.
I sat down and waited for my dinner. I waited. And waited.
The innkeeper was watching me. He had sent a boy out half an hour ago. At that very moment, the boy was at the police station finding out about me.
âWill dinner be ready soon?â I finally asked. I was faint with hunger.
Just then the boy returned. He handed the innkeeper a scrap of paper. The innkeeper frowned after reading it. He walked over to me.
âIâm sorry, monsieur,â he said. âI canât have you here.â
âWhy?â I asked. âWould you like me topay in advance? I have money.â
âYou may have the money,â he replied. âBut I donât have the room.â
âThen put me in the stable,â I begged. I needed sleep desperately.
But even the stable was too good for me. The innkeeper had found out that my name was Jean Valjean. He knew that I carried yellow identity papers, the passport of an ex-convict.
Soon everyone in town knew who I was. No one would rent to me. No one would even give me a glass of water.
I sat outside in the dark and shivered. I had no strength left. But God was watching over me that night. A kind woman stopped and told me to knock at the bishopâs house. The good bishop opened his door to me.
The bishop of Digne lived with his sister and a housekeeper. He was a small man of about seventy-five. He lived a quiet, simplelife. He had very little, for he gave all his money to the poor.
I told the bishop I was a convict and explained why. I showed him my yellow passport.
âSee,â I said. âIt says I am a dangerous man. I was given five years for robbery and fourteen more for trying to escape four times.â
I waited for the bishop to tell me to leave. Instead he invited me to sit at his table. The good silver was laid out. Two silver candlesticks graced the table.
âThis isnât my house, but Christâs,â he told me. âYou are hungry and thirsty, so you are welcome. Everything in my house is yours.â
I had never known anyone so generous. What kind of man was this? How could he open his home to me so freely? It scared me. Maybe thatâs why I did what I did.
I tossed and turned that night. I hadnât slept in a bed for years. At two in the morning, I was wide awake. I had one thought on my mindâthe bishopâs silver.
It took me an hour to decide. But in the end I did it. I took my shoes off, tiptoed to the cupboard and stole the