rapist out there that they canât find. The way she talks sounds very angry.â
âWell, wouldnât you be angry, too? I know I would. I
am
angry.â
âMe too, of course I am, but you should talk to her, Martin. She just, I donât know, it sounds like sheâs putting a lot of hope into the guy getting caught. I donât want it to consume her, you know what I mean? She should continue talking to that therapist sheâs been seeing and try to forget what happened.â
âCarol, itâs going to take time. Something like that canât happen overnight.â
âOh, I know. I just worry about her.â
âWell, I do, too, but she convinced me she needs to work it out in her own way, and sheâs smart and mature enough to do so.â
âI know, youâre right. Talk to her, will you? See if she brings it up.â
âOkay. Last time I spoke to her was about a week ago, so Iâm due to check in with her.â
The conversation went a different direction as Carol talked about work for a minute. I couldnât find an opening to smoothly veer the topic back to psychiatry, and then she hit me with, âOh, say, I hear youâre dating someone!â She said it like it was great news, as if it was the best thing that could happen to
her
.
âUh, where did you hear that?â
âGina told me youâre seeing your motherâs doctor? Is that right?â
Drat that Gina!
I had merely mentioned to her that Iâd gone out for coffee a couple of times with Maggie. Gina got all excited about it, like it was a big deal.
âOh, weâve just had coffee together. And a couple of dinners. Thatâs all.â
âWhatâs her name? Dr. McDaniel, right?â
âYeah. Margaret. Maggie. And sheâs not Momâs doctor, really, sheâs just the one who makes calls at Woodlands. Mom still sees Dr. Schneider, although, come to think of it, I canât remember the last time she did. Maggieâs been the one whoâs been doing everything these days.â
âSo it sounds like sheâs your momâs doctor.â
âYeah, I guess it does.â
âIs she nice?â
âMy mom? Sure, sheâs a sweetheart.â
Carol laughed. I could still manage to amuse her. âMartin!â
âYeah, sheâs nice. Look, itâs nothing. Weâre just friends.â
âIf you say so.â
âReally.â
âOkay. Well, maybe you might want to bring your friend to a party.â
âYeah? What, are you throwing a Christmas party?â I asked.
âSort of. Itâll be a reception, too.â
I was so dumb. I didnât know what she was talking about. âFor what?â
âMartin, Ross and I have decided to get married. Weâre going tohave a small get-together at his house over the holidays while Gina is home. Weâll have the ceremony there, and then a reception.â
Ross Maxwell. The rich lawyer sheâs been dating for a while. I suppose I should have anticipated that happening at some point, but I was in denial. Carol had been dating him for months. She gave me the date and time, but they went in one ear and out the other. I think I was in shock. My chest cavity suddenly felt like every organ had just been dug out of it with a hoe, leaving an emptiness I hadnât felt since those weeks following the divorce.
âMartin?â
I didnât know what to say. âUh, wow. Thatâs, uh, well, congratulations!â
âThanks. Martin, if youâre comfortable with it, feel free to bring your doctor friend. Weâre sending out invitations this week. And hey, listen, if you donât feel like you can make it, I understand. I wonât feel bad.â
âDo you
want
me to come?â
I could tell she was on the fence. âOnly if youâre okay with it. Iâd like us all to be friends, you know. Ross likes youââ
âNo, he