hand is a key. Itâs a very special key. This key will open a door for you and you alone that will take you to your afterlife. We say your afterlife because, frankly, we have no idea who, what, or where is on the other side. What we do know is that this door is unique to you. Weâve had some time to test that out, so trust me on it. Now, on the other side of that door could be Jesus, Buddha, L. Ron Hubbard, Gozer the Gozerianâhonestly, we donât know. Likewise, any or all of them could be sipping lemonade in heaven or Elysium or Avalonâit could be anywhere or anything. Iâve tried more than a few times to see for myself, but all I ever see is white light.â
As he was speaking, Charlieâs fingers wrapped themselvesaround the gilded key. When he finished, he held it out in front of him, the large letters engraved on its side glinting in the fluorescent light. He pushed the key forward through the air, stopped, and twisted it dramatically to the right. A loud click echoed through the room. As the Ferryman Door opened a fraction, blades of light began cascading out. Charlie looked over at Jack Sanders, who, for the first time since dying, looked genuinely taken aback. âReally bright white light, I should add.â
The room went silent as both men seemed to give the moment its due. The light that radiated in the air from the open door wavered ever so gently, like sunbeams viewed from underwater.
When Jack spoke again, he had regained most of his former composure. âSo youâre sayinâ . . . that I could be going to heaven, after all? Or I could be goinâ somewhere else . . .â
There was no point sugarcoating with Jack Sanders, and Charlie knew it. âIâm sorry. I couldnât even begin to tell you,â he replied.
Jack seemed less than thrilled by the response. âWhatâs stoppinâ me from staying put, right here, then?â He held out his arms to indicate the room they both stood in, then seemed to think better of it. âWell, maybe not here in this room, exactly, but Iâm sure you catch my drift.â
With a slow cadence, Charlie marched across the off-white tiles and approached the spirit, stopping just within armâs reach. âNothing,â Charlie said. Then, with a burst of movement, Charlie lunged forward, as if to grab Jackâs wrist. However, the Ferrymanâs hand passed clean through. As Charlie stood there, his hand sticking through the spiritâs arm like they were auditioning for a Casper the Friendly Ghost remake, he looked Jack directly in his eyes. Gone was Charlieâs Coltrane smile, replaced by a look of stern compassion.
âI canât force you, Jack. No one can. Thatâs why my job is so important. I have to convince you to make one of the hardest walks youâll ever take based on nothing but my word and a door.â
The spirit returned the look. âSo why should I go, then?â he asked. Gone was the hint of bravado, but the stoicism in his voice remained.
Charlie withdrew his hand and shrugged. âWhy shouldnât you?â
âBecause I donât know whatâs waiting on the other side.â
Charlie took a step backward toward the door. âIsnât that why you should go?â He took another step.
Jack hesitated. âI donât think you understand, son.â The irony of being called son by Jack despite being nearly two hundred years his senior wasnât lost on Charlie. âIâve done things Iâm not proud of . . . things I regret. What if I donât like what I find on the other side?â
It wasnât hard to guess what things a World War II vet might have done in service to his country, but in the gleaming light of an unknown future, Charlie always imagined the deeds, no matter how justifiable they seemed during life, suddenly lost their sheen. Cartwright had taught him that with death came insight