us,â he said.
âChildren tell tiny truths,â Sylvan told me once. âPoets try to understand them.â
It was Flora who told tiny truths. It was Nickel who found them hard to hear. Hedidnât want to think of his mother leaving them for a long time in a fierce storm.
A log crackled and sent sparks out past the stone hearth. Nickel swept them back.
It was the way it used to be.
Flora stared at me. Somehow I knew what she was thinking. It would be Flora who would ask the question.
âSo where is he?â she asked. âSylvan?â
Her voice was soft. The question was not unkind. But I couldnât answer. I walked to the window and looked out.
Flora didnât follow me.
CHAPTER THREE
The Way It Used to Be
W e found cans of food: Sylvanâs favorite, baked beans with molasses, and chicken soup, and crackers. No milk.
âI donât like milk, anyway,â said Flora.
The wind picked up suddenly, and the cracking and falling of tree limbs shookthe cabin. The lights flickered, and we found an oil lamp in case the power went out.
âYou can sleep in Sylvanâs bed,â I said.
âI want to sleep with you in front of the fire,â said Nickel.
âMe, too,â said Flora.
We gathered pillows and blankets and Sylvanâs old green sleeping bag.
The wind grew stronger. A large thump of a big tree limb fell outside.
The lights went off, then on, then off again.
I lay on the red rug.
Flora slept right away.
After a while Nickel turned and put hisarm around me.
The way it used to be.
In the night I got up once to push up the door lever with my nose and go outside into the wind.
Nickel raised his head.
âWhere are you going?â
His voice sounded frightened.
âIâm going to pee,â I said.
I heard Floraâs sleepy, comforting voice in the dark.
âHeâs a dog,â Flora said softly.
âOh right,â said Nickel. âI keep forgetting that.â
I came back to my red rug next to Nickel.
His arm went around me again.
âSometimes I forget, too,â I said to Nickel.
CHAPTER FOUR
Gray Cat Gone Away
I n the morning the wind still howled. The snow was halfway up the windows on either side of the door, and still falling hard.
When I opened the door to go outside, the snow was over my head. I couldnât get through.
Nickel had leaned the snow shovel inside the night before, and he shoveled a path through the drifts for me. I leaped through the snow.
Back inside I shook the snow off on the rug by the door.
âThank you, Nickel,â I said.
His hair was plastered to his head. He looked the same way he had when Iâd first found him.
Flora still slept by the fire.
âI found the weather box and listened,â he said. âThe storm will last for days. No one is allowed on the roads. No phone service. No cell phone service working either.â
âThe power went on and off all night,âI said. âWe only lost power for hours once that I remember, though.â
It is a windy afternoon storm. Sylvanâs class of poets sit in a group. There is a fire in the fireplace. I lie on the red rug, listening. The students who want to be poets are eager and fresh, like washed apples. Sylvan and I are the only ones with gray, grizzled hair.
âThey know so little about life,â Sylvan whispers to me as he puts out plates of cookies and seltzer bottles.
âMaybe they just donât know what they know,â I say, making Sylvan smile.
They all pat me. Students are always kind to their teachersâ pets Sylvan has told me.
One young man reads a poem about a farmer walking his animal to town.
I sit up. It sounds like Ox-Cart Man . Sylvan nods when heâs done reading.
âWhat do you think, Teddy?â he asks.
The students laugh.
âShallow and derivative,â I say before I realize that Iâm talking.
No one but Sylvan hears me, of course.
âIt has been