the man shouted, âOh, no, Nicole. I forbid it! There is no way Iâll allow you to do this for me. Iâd rather rot in here than take her money. If you go to her, youâll always owe her and sheâll tear you apart.â
Nicoleâs her real name? I knew she wasnât a Christina .
âFather, itâs the only wayâthe race is in four, no, only three days now.â
âNo! Thatâs final. For once in your life, you will do as I tell youâmy God, when you first arrived, you certainly didnât feel this way.â
Nicole took a deep breath and said in a wistful tone, âNo, but I suppose fateâs trying to tell me that we canât always get what we want.â
Lassiter was silent. Finally he said, âI wonât be beholden to that woman even if youâve changed your mind.â
She acted as if she hadnât heard him. âThe sooner I go, the sooner we can get you out of here.â She rose calmly to depart, leaving Lassiter choking on his myriad, unheeded commands.
Derek almost smiled when, on her way out, she called over her shoulder, âOh hush, Father! My mindâs made up.â
When she reached Derek, she paused and looked up to him, her face grave. She probably thought this was all his doing. He felt a flush of guilt because, if she hadnât arrived when she did, it would have been.
âListen, I can help you,â he said, not caring if Lassiter heard him.
He did. âShut up, Sutherland!â
âGo to hell, Lassiter,â Derek barked before turning back to hear her response.
âHavenât you done enough?â she asked, her eyes laced with sadness as she turned to go. Derek was right behind her, but the big man whoâd been waiting stepped in front of him.
âNot unless yeâll be wantinâ another fight,â he warned as he backed out the door.
It rained, the bone-chilling, lingering rain that always reminded Nicole of her last stay in this awful land. Sheâd been five years old. Her father was broken, her mother dead. Somehow heâd managed to get them to London from the South American port where Laurel Lassiter passed away. He would tell his mother-in-law in person that her daughter had died.
A week after the dowager learned of Laurelâs death, sheâd reemerged from her room as forbidding as ever. Her blond, gray-laced hair was perfectly coifed, her spine rigid. Only she looked much, much older and was clothed in black. She demanded to see Lassiter, and Nicole had been sent outside to play. But as usual, she couldnât get warm, so with frozen feet and hands sheâd sneaked back into the house. She stopped outside the door to the sitting room and peeked in when she heard them talking about her.
âSheâll never marry,â her grandmother had predicted, her oddly dark, cold eyes taking in Nicoleâs poor father, her disgust undisguised. He was quiet before her.
âIf you take Nicole back on that cursed ship with all those filthy sailors, you can assure yourself that by the time sheâs to find a husband, a husband good enough for her station, her reputation will be so shredded that no member of the nobility will want her. Not to mention the fact that she has already turned into a little savage.â
Lassiter had looked as if he might argueâNicole remembered wanting him toâbut he seemed to draw deep from some inner well of patience. âI canât let her go just yet,â he said, his voice toneless. âShe is all I have left of Laurel. I have to keep her with me.â
âSelfish as always, I see.â They both turned toward the portrait of her mother above the fireplace. Laurel had been a lovely, fair-haired young woman. In the painting, she would look forever merry, as if sheâd just been told something humorous and couldnât be trusted not to erupt into peals of laughter at any moment. The skilled artist had captured that
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