happiness beautifullyâ¦as well as the hint of stubbornness in her mien.
âWhy she ever gave up all thisââthe dowager waved a hand to indicate her opulent town residenceââI will never understand.â Then to herself, she added in a low voice, âThe threatsâ¦the pleadingâ¦all useless once that girl made up her mind to be with you.â
She rose in her extravagantly wrought day-dress to move toward a window, the rich satin gown making a muted, rustling sound with each step. Turning on him, she accused, âStaying in England wasnât good enough for you, so you dragged my poor daughter all over the world, never slowing your pace.â
Nicole had watched, fascinated, as pale sunlight caught the few jewels that adorned her grandmother, throwing tiny, brightly colored prisms on the papered walls.
âAnd now she isâ¦gone. But Laurel did as you wished.â She returned to her ornate desk, her movements slow and dignified.
âDamn it, you know that she loved sailing with me,â her father bit out, his voice hoarse. âShe craved that excitement and she never regretted the life we livedâ¦even in the end.â
Her grandmother narrowed her eyes shrewdly. âHow can you be sure the same thing wonât happen to the girl? What if she were to dieââ
Heâd shot out of his chair to loom over her desk, his large hands knotted into fists. âYou listen to meâI will never let anything happen to her. Do you understand me? She is a strong child, raised at sea. I will always protect her.â
âI understand that you think you will.â She looked up at him, unbowed even by the fearsome picture he presented. âBut even if she were to live to be ninety,â she continued, âNicole will be doomed to spinsterhood, because she must marry a title before Iâll give her Laurelâs estate. And titled men do not marry female sailors. And were you to disregard her inheritance and think to marry her elsewhere, perhaps to some oafish American such as yourself, who will have her? Sheâll be more man than woman, with no grace, without the charms or the dowry to attract a decent husband.â
She shook her head as if revolted at the image. âSheâll be aged before her time with sun- and wind-roughened skin and hands. Do you think society will smile on such a one as she? No!â she cried as her flat palm slapped the desk, her heavy rings rapping. âNicole will be alone because you will not do the right thing now.â
âWhat would you have me do?â he asked, waving an arm. âI canât give her up, so what do you suggest?â
She leaned forward slowly and pinned him with her dark eyes. âYou will send her to me on her twelfth birthday, and not a day later. She must come to me before she becomes a woman so that I will have time to undo all that youââshe looked him up and down with a sneerââand your degenerate life have done to her. I will prepare her to assume her birthright as a leader of the nobility and marry accordingly.â
Her father sank back down and exhaled slowly. âVery well. Iâll give her to you then, but you must promise to marry her to a good man.â
âOf course, you fool! If you do as youâre bidden.â
Neither of them knew Nicole was just outside the door. Nor did they know that from as early as Nicole could remember, her mother had instilled in her a powerful lifelong belief. Just as Laurel had been, Nicole must be prepared to fight for control of her own destiny.
Nicole had done the best she could. When her father ordered her to wear a hat and gloves every second she was outside, she minded him. She understood his fierce over-protectiveness and obeyed his fear-driven demand that she learn navigation in case an accident befell him at sea. Learning language after language, having to beg to get the crew to teach her even the mildest