above all, what had happened after the wild enjoyments of the bathroom to pitch Frank Bartlett into suicidal despair? Morgan isnât the most sensitive of souls, but even he would have noticed something that dramatic.
But, as it was, there were no witnesses. At the time of his death, Bartlett was alone in a locked room without other means of access. Nobody could have spoken to him after Durran left, after his last indistinct communication with Morgan. Certainly, nobody could have snuck into the bathroom and murdered him. It was suicide, all rightâbut why? The obvious interpretation, and the one the police
would surely jump to if they even sniffed the truth, was that Bartlett had killed himself out of remorse for his shameful, unnatural actions. But that was not consistent with the behavior of a man who introduced his male lover to his wife, who made extravagant monetary gifts, who cheerfully picked up Sean Durran in a pub and enjoyed him so fully. A remorseful man wouldnât indulge in shaving and pissing and sharing his boyfriend, as Bartlett had done. He would be furtive and hectic in his behavior: I should know, Iâd fucked the type often enough. So what secret had driven Bartlett to this ghastly death?
I wanted to ask Morgan a lot of questionsâand I wasnât the only one. The doorbell rang, and I looked out the landing window.
âItâs the police, Morgan.â
Sergeant Godley was back, with his handsome young blond sidekick, PC Knight, and this time they were accompanied by a man in a well-cut suit and a brown herringbone overcoat.
âYou answer it. I need toâyou know.â
If ever a man looked as if he had something to hide, it was Boy Morgan at that moment. He was pale, his eyes red and shifty, and for a second I wondered if heâd told me everything. Well, it was too late nowâthe cops were back, this time with a detective, and they meant business. Iâd have to make the best of what Iâd got. I went down to let them in.
Godley looked at me as if I were something heâd just stepped in; he may not have liked Americans, plenty donât, but I wondered if there was something else behind his obvious hostility.
âThis is Detective Sergeant Weston,â said Godley. The plainclothes officer took off his hat, observed me coolly, but at least shook my hand. He looked like a university man, the type of highflier one encountered at Cambridge or Harvard, clean cut, bespectacled, hair neatly parted, a glint of
icy intelligence belying the rather eager-beaver manner. He must have been in his mid-30s, his hair slightly receding at the temples, the parting a little wider than it might once have been.
âIs Mr. Morgan at home?â he said in a friendly tone, as if his call were purely social.
âIâll get him.â
I showed them into the dining room; Godley and Weston sat, while Knight, once again, stood sentry by the door. I looked back at him as I ran up the stairs, and found myself wondering if, somehow, I could get him alone.
But there were more important matters than satisfying my taste for uniformed junior police officers. Morgan was standing on the landing looking as if heâd just shit in his pants.
âWhat do they want?â
âFor Godâs sake, Morgan, pull yourself together! They just need to ask you some more questions. It would help if you could try looking a bit less guilty.â
âGuilty?â said Morgan. âGuilty of what?â
âHey! Calm down!â Something was wrong, and I think if Morgan could have shinnied down the drainpipe without being caught, he would have done it. âTheyâre taking it seriously. Itâs a good thing. They want to get to the bottom of this as much as you do.â I bit my tongue; that wasnât the most sensitive way of putting it, given what Morgan had just been telling me. I took him by the shoulders, forced him to look at me. âCome on, Boy. Iâm
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