for trying to save your life?â
âThank you,â she muttered. She avoided my stare, her eyes welling up with fresh tears. âHow could he do this to me?â
My heart was no longer pounding against my chest. I felt angry at Rachelâbut also very relieved.I toweled my hair briskly. âWhat happened?â
Rachel didnât answer. When I removed the towel, I saw that her face was contorted by crying. She was crying the kind of tears that are so painful theyâre silent.
âRachel,â I said gently. âItâs not so bad. I promise.â
She turned over and buried her head under an old brown gorilla pillow her mom had sewn for her when she was a kid. Her sobs came in painful bursts. I sat on the bed and put a cold hand on her shoulder.
âRach,â I said. âCome on. What happened?â
âHeâs dropping me for Elana,â she said into the bedspread.
âHeâs what?â
âYou heard me.â
âI donât believe it,â I said. Rachel and Gideon had been going together almost as long as I could remember. If any relationship seemed solid, it was theirs.
âHow did it happen?â
âI donât know!â she wailed. âTheyâve been working together on a social studies project and . . .â She didnât have to describe the rest. âElana,â she said bitterly, raising her voice. âShe thinks she can have anything she wants. But she canât haveââ
She was sobbing again, even louder this time. She pounded her gorilla pillow with both fists.
âEasy, easy,â I told her gently. I kept my hand onher shoulder, but she was really starting to shake. I couldnât calm her down. Everything I said only seemed to make it worse. I probably should have kept my mouth shut and just let her cry. But instead I said, âWell, I know a good way to get revenge. Beat her out for prom queen.â
Rachel raised up on her knees and jerked away from me. âAre you crazy?â she cried. âGideon was the only good thing in my whole rotten stupid life. Who cares about being prom queen? I wonât even have a date for the prom!â
âI donât have a date, either,â I said. I suddenly felt like crying myself. I was remembering the day Kevin found out he was moving to Alabama. That day Rachel had sat on my bed while I cried.
I tried to think of something comforting to say. âIâll be your date,â I told her.
âTerrific.â
She finally pulled herself together a little and apologized for making me come out in the storm. I told her Iâd call her in the morning and headed back to my car.
The storm was still raging as I drove home. But at least I wasnât terrified now, knowing that Rachel was okay. Her heart was broken, but compared to what I thought had happened, a broken heart seemed minor.
I ran into the house, pulled off my soggy windbreaker, and stood looking for a place to hang it. My dad called out to me.
Uh-oh, I thought. Here comes a major lecture.
I had run out at night and taken the car without telling them.
He called me into the den. I entered reluctantly, knowing I was in big trouble.
But to my surprise, he was sitting at his desk with a big ear-to-ear grin on his face. He was wearing his favorite ratty old red bathrobe, the one with the shipsâ anchors all over it. In front of him his computer monitor was on and filled with figures. Heâs an accountant and is always really busy.
âDid you hear?â he asked as soon as I entered the room. âThey caught the guy who killed those girls.â
Chapter
12
I should have been overjoyed. But I felt my heart start to pound all over again. I was almost afraid to ask who it was. The image in my head was of a boy with brown hair and eyes set too close togetherâLucas.
âIt was on the news,â Dad said. âIt was some guy who escaped from the state