businessman. âI am in love, didi, â she kept harping, even breaking into a corny love song.
âYou donât fall in love when youâre fifteen, Alka,â I counselled her. âThis is simply infatuation. The boy is trying to take advantage of you.â
âLove doesnât have an age limit, didi, â she retorted. âIt happens when it happens. And it lasts a lifetime. Youâll see when I marry him.â
âAnd what will Papa say when he finds out about your little romance?â
âHe wonât find out. I know you will keep my secret, didi. You are the only person I trust with my life.â
âThen you have to trust me when I tell you that what you are doing is not only irresponsibly wrong, it is incredibly stupid as well.â
Despite using every argument, every threat, bluster and influence, I could not persuade Alka to end her liaison. She was as obstinate and headstrong as I was insistent and persuasive. Eventually we reached a compromise of sorts. I extracted a promise from her that she would temporarily suspend her relationship with the boy. In return, I would not tattle about this to anyone, least of all Papa.
Though I trusted Alka, I started monitoring her discreetly from that day, even rummaging through her things when she was not in her room. Two weeks went by without further incident, and then one night I discovered a small package she had secreted inside the toe of her shoe. It was a rolled-up manila envelope. Inside it was a clear plastic packet containing a brown powder-like substance. It looked like a sachet of brown sugar, but I had seen enough films to know it was high-grade heroin.
I called Alka into my room and closed the door. âHow did this come into your possession?â I asked her coldly, holding aloft the sachet.
âWhere did you find it?â she asked in fearful agitation.
âAnswer my question. Who gave it to you?â I repeated sternly.
âMy boyfriend,â she replied with downcast eyes.
âI thought you had broken off from him.â
âI tried to but I canât,â she moaned. âHeâs my oxygen. Iâll die without him. And heâll die without me. He almost cut his wrist the day I told him I wonât see him any more.â
âIt only goes to show that he is a sicko, besides being a drug dealer.â
âHeâs not a drug dealer. And I am not doing drugs. We tried it just once. And that, too, only as an experiment.â
âAn experiment that might make you an addict, even end up taking your life.â
âWhy do you have to take everything so seriously, didi? â
âNothing can be more serious than drugs, Alka. You betrayed my trust. The water has now passed over my head. Iâll have to report this to Papa.â
âNo, didi, â she said vehemently, clutching my arm. âI swear Iâll kill myself if you breathe a word about this to Papa.â
âDrugs will kill you before that, Alka,â I said and brushed her aside.
Papa was engrossed in a newspaper when I barged into his study. âYour daughter Alka has started doing drugs. Please deal with her,â I said without preamble, dropping the plastic sachet in his lap like a discarded banana peel.
That night there was the mother of all showdowns in the house. Papa was notorious in the Academy for his strict ethics and discipline. I consider myself lucky that I inherited only his dark skin, not his dark temper. Papa always believed he was meant for higher things, that teaching school kids was beneath him. And he took out his frustration on them. Stories were still circulating about the time he flogged a student who had made the mistake of bringing a bootlegged copy of Playboy to class, until the boy was reduced to a quivering mass of lacerated flesh. The students used to cower in his presence. His tests could reduce anyone to tears. The school was aware of his combustible emotional