Free His Dark Secret - Part 1 (Erotic Romance Serial Novel) by Harriet Lovelace

me, and I had loved him throughout our time
together. Those first years together, back in high school, it had been easy, wonderful
even. Hanging out with our friends, finding times to sneak off and be alone
with each other had been exciting, wonderful.
     
    I remembered our first time
together and how starkly different it had been than my first time with Scott.
Awkwardly we had fumbled to get our clothes off, his coarse hands pawing at me.
It had hurt, but it was good knowing that we could share this together. We
eventually got the hang of things, and I could honestly enjoy myself being
caressed by Jameson. But it was nothing like being with Scott. The desire there
was of a different kind. It went beyond the privilege of possessing my body; it
was the desire to share a life with me.
     
    When I went away to college, I
felt lost, afraid to be away from him. Consistently we kept in touch, writing,
calling when the time allowed. I was jealous of the couples on campus, able to
be together whenever they wanted.
     
    When Jameson would come to visit,
I would feel a great burden lifting from my chest. Each time, he would lift me
up, holding me tightly to his chest, and I felt safe encompassed within him.
     
    But what had all those moments
added up to in the end? For all the love we had, our relationship had turned
bitter. Jameson resented everything college had given me and I couldn’t endure
his torments any longer. Even apart, hiding away in the back towns of Iowa, I
loved him, was scared of how much I loved him after all he had put me through.
My love for him had cost me so much, I was afraid to meet anyone new. In my
time alone, whenever pursued by a customer or a coworker, I was quick to stave
them off.
     
    Then Scott comes along and I give
over to his arrangement of sexual domination. No attachment, only the surrender
to our desires.
     
    Maybe this is the best that I can
do, I thought. Love, the true love of everlasting happiness, is meant only for
a special few. And I am not one of them. But sex is universal. In a purely
sexual relationship, Scott and I can enjoy our time without the pretense of our
emotions. The chance of us falling love is nonexistent, so why try to change
things? This arrangement would be the best way to explore my new concept of
relationships, and who better a teacher than Scott Rushmand?
     
    There was still the issue of the
sex tape. For all his assurances, I didn’t want the least chance of another
getting out to the public. It may be all right for him, he may be able to
handle the attention, but I didn’t want to go through another week like this
past one, hiding away in my bedroom, waiting for the world to forget me.
     
    I was thinking of the event
earlier in the trailer, when I had, if only for a moment, exerted something
unexpected on Scott. My cell started ringing, jolting me from my thoughts. It
was a private number, which was enough to tell me who was on the other side.
     
    “I was just thinking about you.
After last time, I didn’t expect you to call so soon.”
     
    “The girl does have a sense of
humor. Listen, I’m freed up tonight and was wondering whether you wanted to
have dinner with me.”
     
    “That sounds nice. Where at?”
     
    “I’ll have things prepared here at
the suite. Do you have a car?”
     
    “No. But I can find my way if you
give me a refresher on the directions.”
     
    I showered and changed into a new
outfit: a white blouse and black pants that Jenny had helped me select a few
weeks back. I packed extra change of clothes before checking myself in the
mirror again. The outfit was exactly how I wanted to be: casual, but not overly
laid back. At the last minute I remembered to leave a note for Jenny, posting
it up next hers, explaining I’d probably be away for the night, with details to
follow the next day.
     

Chapter Six
     
    Riding the elevator up, I didn’t
know what to expect. I knocked on the door to the suite and Scott called out
that it was