about thirty miles south of here.â
I get up from my crouch to get the spare tire.
âActually, Iâm not exactly meeting her. Iâm trapping her.â
âTrapping her?â I almost laugh. âWhat did she do?â
âShe stole my baby.â
The seriousness of the words stop me in my tracks. I lean the tire against the car.
âSomeone kidnapped your child?â I ask her.
âSomething like that.â
âIsnât that something the police should be handling?â
âNo, no. Itâs very important that I donât involve the police. Thatâs why I didnât tell the deputy, even though it occurred to me that he might be helpful since he knows a lot of people around here. Youâre not going to tell the police, are you?â
âNo.â I shake my head. âItâs none of my business.â
I donât know what else to say to her. I canât read her eyes, since theyâre safely concealed behind sunglasses and I canât read her face, since itâs no longer capable of showing any emotion.
âMaybe you could help me?â she says suddenly. âDo you know a woman who lives around here named Jamie Ruddock?â
The name gives me a start. Shannon rode the school bus with a girl named Jamie Ruddock. If I remember correctly, they hated each other. They were both kicked off the bus for awhile after they got into a fight in the middle of the aisle and the driver had to pull over and separate them. Shannon never did give me a good explanation for their animosity. Only that Jamie Ruddock thought she was better than us, and I understood that reason.
âJamie Ruddock stole your baby?â I ask her.
âDo you know her?â
âI know a Jamie Ruddock, only sheâs Jamie Wetzler now. Sheâs married with four kids of her own. Lives in a double-wide near Jolly Mount, and Iâm willing to bet sheâs never been to Connecticut. I doubt sheâs ever been farther than the mall.â
Pamela Jameson considers this information, then walks back to her car and returns with a photograph. She hands it to me.
My heart starts pounding heavily in my chest exactly the way it did when I heard Gerald Kozlowski say Shannonâs name.
I havenât seen her since she was sixteen but the face is exactly the same. Maybe a little fuller. The eyes are mine. The smirk is hers. In her teens she wore her shoulder-length hair chopped up in a feathered cut like 90 percent of the other girls and inflicted so many boxed highlights on it, it was difficult to tell its true color. Now itâs all one length and a shiny natural chestnut. In the photo she has it skinned back from her face with a headband.
âIs that Jamie Ruddock?â I hear Pamela ask me.
âNo.â I shake my head. âDo you know this woman?â I ask her.
âI know her very well. Or at least I thought I did.â
âYou say sheâs in Centresburg?â
âMaybe. Do you know her?â
Once again, my gut tells me to lie.
âNo,â I reply.
I stare at the photo again.
Shannonâs standing on a city street holding a big Macyâs shopping bag. Sheâs wearing a coat, and a pair of red cowboy boots peek out from the cuffs of her jeans.
âThis is the woman who stole your baby?â I ask, holding out the photo of my sister.
âYes.â
âWhen are you trapping her?â
She takes the picture back from me.
âI think maybe Iâve said too much.â
She walks away from me and doesnât return. I finish changing the tire amidst welcome external silence while my brain is filled with the clanging of a hundred unanswered questions about my little sister.
When Iâm done, I assume Iâm going to be offered some money and I decide to just take whatever she gives me.
I watch her get back in the SUV and turn on the engine, then I realize sheâs about to leave.
I walk over to her window and stand
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