sort-of-familiar face and confident storiesâ Yeah, Iâm waiting for Hines, he should be here any minute âwere truth enough.
âThis city lives, eats, breathes Steelers,â says detective Frances LaQuatra, a season ticket-holder. âThey are always the news. The radio people get sick of talking about them all day, 12 months of the year. Working this case, I realized that when people hear something about the Steelers, they think, Why would someone lie about them?â
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H E WAS B RIAN S T. P IERRE. And he wooed Annie* with stories about teammates and autographed footballs for kids in her neighborhood. When he suggested she look for him on the sideline, during a game, on TV, she took him up on the offer. But when the camera showed the real St. Pierre, their relationship took a sudden turn. After the game, she called him out as a liarand he called her âcrazyâ and, according to court documents, said sheâd âbe sorryâ if she pressed charges. He even impersonated Roethlisberger in a phone call not long after, in which he vouched for himself as St. Pierre. Then he followed her home in different cars and materialized wherever she went, which, frankly, scared her to death. That was at the end of 2004, and she still wonât speak of him. âSheâs moved on. I donât want her to relive it,â says Annieâs boyfriend. âShe doesnât want to either.â
Jackson didnât harass Kristin the way he did Annie or bother her the way he did Tara. No, one day he just went away. He stopped calling Kristin to say good morning or to ask for advice. He stopped picking her up at work so she could buy him fish sandwiches. When he changed cell phones, his old number was the last trace of a man who never existed.
She saved that number, and now it reminds her of that night in March 2006 when she was partying like everyone else on the south side and, after a few cocktails, had picked up her girlfriendâs cell. She was interested and curious andâfootball fanâs curseâattracted even though sheâd never seen him. Like it would be with a lot of people, she says, her desire to talk to him took control. She wanted to find out what he might say, because, âWho doesnât want to talk to a Steeler?â She left him a message that went something like, âSo, whatâs up? My girl tells me youâre a Steeler, soâ¦â
But Kristin isnât stupid. Maybe just a little naïve.
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I S IT HIM? Well, yes, of course itâs him, in a baggy gray hoodie and jeans that fall off his behind. Heâs been watching out the window of his redbrick house, the one with the unattached trailer in the front yard. He grudgingly opens the glass screen of his front door to greet the unwelcome company, and nearly slips when he steps on the porch.
He doesnât look so threatening as he clings awkwardly to the door frame. He looks like he hasnât slept, though, just as he looked when he turned himself in to Detective LaQuatra last year after Kristin came forward and his gig was up. He groveled to LaQuatra that day: âI canât help myself, I really canât.â And he doesnât sound so cocksure now, as he didnât when he called Kristin right before she pressed charges, to offer this rambling admission: âI just idolize these guys and what they do, and the attention they get from women, and I just want that for myself, and I donât think I can do it on my own and I just want to be them.â
On this February morning, Brian Jackson just looks angry or nervous or both, like a man about to face felony charges who doesnât want to be bothered. As the sun hits his face, he stares off to the side, eyes bloodshot-red like kindling.
Are you Brian Jackson?
âNo. Iâm his brother,â he says.
Well, is your brother home, then?
âNo.â
Do you think heâd want to talk aboutâ¦
âNo, he