vicious.
âYouâre a guest. Donât abuse the privilege.â
His perfect face was a mask over something hungry and feral as he said, âI wonât.â Then, âSay, how did David Ryder like his present? The lovely dead girl?â
The girl chauffeur didnât move. She said coolly, âHe would have preferred her not dead.â
âWell, Lot stitched her up nice and new and filled her with daffodils. And she wanted it.â
âGet out of my sight.â
Caliban bowed like an actor in a play, and swaggered away.
THE AROMA OF BREAKFAST ALWAYS reminded Finn of nights with her mom and Lily Rose. Whenever her da worked late, theyâd make omelets or pancakes and watch Breakfast at Tiffanyâs or Gigi or something classy and fall asleep on the sofa until he returned. After theyâd moved to San Francisco, whenever their da worked past six, Finn and Lily would order deliveryâdim sum and cherry Cokes from the Purple Peony or veggie quesadillas and mango smoothies from the Green Knot on Divisadero. Theyâd watch one of daâs westerns because Lily couldnât look at their momâs favorite classics anymore.
Determined to establish another tradition for herself and her da, Finn had chosen home-cooked meals and was attempting a casserole from scratch, trying to decide whether to watch old TV shows or history specials, when her father walked in. She smiled and gestured like a game show hostess. âLook. I made a casserole.â
He considered the gummy results on the counter and pushed a hand through his hair. âWeâve been ordering dinner for a while now. Why mess with tradition?â
She sighed with relief. âI agree.â
He picked up his phone. âWhat dâyou want on your pizza?â
âHow about Chinese from Fox Lane?â
FORTY MINUTES LATER, THEY SAT on the porch, cartons from Luluâs Emporium on the table between them as Led Zeppelinâs âImmigrant Songâ thrummed through the house. Her da, sprawled in the wicker rocking chair, watched her eat. âFinn . . . do you think this was a good idea?â
She looked up, wide-eyed. âI like Chinese.â
âDonât pretend you donât know what Iâm talking about.â He pointed his chopsticks at her.
âWhatâre we gonna do? Move back? Live with Grandad and his wife?â She didnât taste the next mouthful of noodles. She didnât want to go back now. Her strongest memory of San Francisco was of sitting on an ugly sofa, in her cashmere coat, listening to the quiet murmur of conversation around her. It had been an hour after Lilyâs funeral, at her grandfatherâs house, and she hadnât moved the entire time, sitting with her hands clenched together, her gaze fastened on a bowl of green-and-pink ribbon candy. The car ride back, in the dark and the rain, was only memorable because Guns Nâ Rosesâs âNovember Rainâ had been playing on the radio. Her da had quickly switched the station. Sheâd never been able to listen to that song again.
âFinn . . . we havenât talked about . . .â He frowned down at his carton, and the pleasant world was suddenly replaced by one of harsh absolutes and bitter ends.
âThereâs nothing to talk about.â
âSerafina.â He never called her that. Serafina was what her mom had named her because it sounded like seraphim, angel. Heâd shortened it to Finn for a mythical Irish hero known for his wisdom and bravery, Fionn mac Cumhaill. It was a lot to live up to.
âI donât see anything to talk about, Da. Lilyâs gone. And Iâm growing up, so I like things in order now.â
He drew back, hurt, but she wasnât going to fall apart pointlessly discussing the details of her sisterâs stupid decision.
Any death of a loved one was a betrayal. But a deliberate death was worse . . . it was
Christine Zolendz, Frankie Sutton, Okaycreations