didnât you?â
âI will answer that question one more time and then I donât want to hear about it again. I didnât wake you up because Rain has been outside plenty of times by herself and she always comes back. I didnât think it was necessary. Besides, the storm was almost over.â
âWhy didnât you put her collar on before she went out?â
âRose! Enough!â
âBut this is a new question. This is the first time Iâve asked you about her collar.â
My father pulls the cord on the chainsaw. Nothing happens.
âShe isnât wearing her collar so she doesnât have any identification,â I tell him.
âI understand that.â
âSo why did you leave her collar on the door?â
My father turns away from me, shaking his head. He stomps his foot on the ground, and then he pulls the cord violently. The chainsaw lets out a roar that might be as loud as a jet plane, and I cover my ears. With my hands still over my ears I walk in a circle around my father, keeping 10 feet between us, until Iâm facing him. âWhy didnât you put her collar on?â I yell.
My fatherâs face is hard. He turns off the chainsaw and drops it on the ground. He walks toward me very slowly and something inside me says to run. So I do. I run into the house and slam the door behind me. When I look out the window my father is walking back to the chainsaw. I wait until I hear its roar and then go to my room and lie on my bed.
Sometimes when Iâm upset Rain finds me and lies down beside me. She rests her head on my shoulder and looks into my eyes, and I can feel her breath on my cheek.
But Rain is not here now because my father didnât put her collar on when he let her outside during a superstorm.
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24
I Telephone Uncle Weldon
Something good happens the next day. I walk into our kitchen early in the morning and the first thing I notice is that the refrigerator is humming. The second thing I notice is that the kitchen feels warmer. The third thing I notice is that the little table lamp in the living room that my father sometimes leaves on overnight is shining.
The power is back on. It didnât take weeks after all.
I pick up the telephone and hear a dial tone.
The phone is back on too.
I almost knock on my fatherâs door to tell him the news, but then I look at the Atlantic City clock and see that itâs only 6:20, too early to wake him.
It isnât too early to call my uncle, though.
When he answers he sounds sleepy, but not mad.
âUncle Weldon!â I shout. âItâs me, Rose! Everything is working again.â
âRose!â Uncle Weldon sounds as excited as I am. âAre you all right?â
âYes,â I say, since I am not injured.
âI kept trying to drive to your house but too many trees are down. I couldnât get through town. Even last night.â
âOur bridge washed out,â I say, âso we canât leave our yard. Uncle Weldon?â
âYes?â
âRain is gone.â
âWhat?â
âRain is gone.â I tell him how my father let my dog out on Saturday morning during a superstorm without her collar.
âOh, Rose,â says my uncle. âThatâs awful.â
âI donât know what to do. We canât look for her because weâre stuck here. And I couldnât call the police because our phone didnât work.â
âThe police?â
âSo they could search for her,â I say.
There is a short silence at my uncleâs end of the phone, and then he says, âThe police have a lot to do right now anyway. The roads have to be cleared, and some people are still stranded in their houses, surrounded by water. Weâll have to look for Rain by ourselves.â He pauses. âAre you sure youâre all right?â
âWeâre a little tired of peanut butter and tuna fish,â I say. âAnd I had to pee in