following me. Sounds of panting. Dogs. The dogs. I start to run. So do they. They bound through the stalks beside me.
No, thereâs nothing there. Itâs all in my mindâjust my sleeves rubbing against my jacket, my feet on the gravel, my breathing .
I hear Jacky: âI told you. Itâs all right. They wonât hurt you. I wonât let them.â
âLeave me alone!â
âBut youâre my friend.â
âStop! Youâre freaking me out. Go away!â
I run up the lane to our farm, cornstalks on either sideâsee the glow of the house lights over the tasselsâmake the yardâbarrel to the doorârace inside.
Mom looks up from the sink. âWhatâs the matter? You look as if youâve seen a ghost.â
âIâm fine.â I take off my jacket.
Mom smiles. âMaybe next time youâre out at night youâll want a ride.â
âNo, I wonât, and I donât know what youâre talking about.â
âCameron, Iâm teasing. We both know you have an imagination.â
âRight.â Does she have to remind me Iâm crazy?
âSo how was your chat with Mr. Sinclair?â
âOkay.â I grab a Coke from the fridge and head upstairs.
âDid he have lots to tell you for your essay?â Mom calls after me.
âUh-huh.â
âI canât wait to read it.â
You mean I actually have to write it? Really? Is everyoneâs mom like this?
I sit at my desk and look out at the hole in the barn wall where I first thought I saw Jacky. Mr. Sinclair said that before Jacky disappeared, he had a raccoon-skin cap. That fits with what I saw, but lots of kids had caps like that, so maybe it means nothing. He also said Jacky left with his mom. So whatâs the truth? Did Jackyâs father kill him? Or did he just move away?
âJacky?â I whisper. âJacky?â
Silence. What did I expect?
I have to talk to Cody. What does he know or think he knows? My heart beats faster. How do I talk to Cody without making him mad?
I wake up with the answer. If I can get Cody alone, he wonât have to act tough for his gang; and if I tell him I believe in the murder, he wonât feel embarrassed. Heâll think Iâm on his side. Who knows? Maybe heâll start to like me. Or at least stop picking on me.
At lunch, Codyâs gang heads to the highway for a smoke. I wait inside the door, sweating. When they start to swagger back, I go out to intercept them. A couple of them bark when they see me coming.
I stick my hands in my pockets so the gang wonât see them shake. âYeah, yeah, the dogs, big deal,â I say, like I donât care. âI heard the story. I also heard thereâs coyotes around. You guys had me going though. And youâre right about the house. I want to moveâonly a freak would wanna live there.â
âNo kidding,â Cody says without smiling. He and his buddies keep walking.
âHold up.â
Cody swings round like heâs getting orders from a bug. âHuh?â
I look him in the eye and try not to crap on myself. âCan I talk to you, please?â
Sarcastic âOoohsâ come from the gang.
Cody cocks his head. âWhat about?â
âItâs sort of private.â
Cody waves the guys off. They step back. âOkay. Whatâs so private?â
âItâs about the murder at my farm,â I whisper.
âWhat murder?â Codyâs voice is dead cold.
âYou know, the murder back in the sixties. You think there was a murder at my place, right?â
âWho says?â
âI donât know. I just heard.â
His fists tighten. âFrom who? What did they say?â
âNobody. Nothing.â
âThey talk about my great-grandma?â
âWhat? No!â
âDonât lie to me. If they talked about the murder, they talked about her.â
âI donât know what