âWell, yeah. I guess.â
âWhatâs it like? Being dead?â
âI donât mind it,â admitted Dearly. âWorst thing is not having anyone to play with.â
âBut there must be lots of people up in thatmeadow,â said the Runt. âDonât they ever play with you?â
âNope,â said Dearly. âMostly, they sleep. And even when they walk, they canât be bothered to just go and see stuff and do things. They canât be bothered with me. You see that tree?â
It was a beech tree, its smooth gray bark cracked with age. It sat in what must once have been the town square, ninety years before.
âYeah,â said the Runt.
âYou want to climb it?â
âIt looks kind of high.â
âIt is. Real high. But itâs easy to climb. Iâll show you.â
It was easy to climb. There were handholds in the bark, and the boys went up the big beech like a couple of monkeys or pirates or warriors. From the top of the tree one could see the whole world. The sky was starting to lighten, just a hair, in the east.
Everything waited. The night was ending. The world was holding its breath, preparing to begin again.
âThis was the best day I ever had,â said the Runt.
âMe too,â said Dearly. âWhat you going to do now?â
âI donât know,â said the Runt.
He imagined himself going on across the world, all the way to the sea. He imagined himself growing up and growing older, bringing himself up by his bootstraps. Somewhere in there he would become fabulously wealthy. And then he would go back to the house with the twins in it, and he would drive up to their door in his wonderful car, or perhaps he would turn up at a football game (in his imagination the twins had neither aged nor grown) and look down at them in a kindly way. He would buy them allâthe twins, his parentsâa meal at the finest restaurant in the city, and they would tell him how badly they had misunderstood him and mistreated him. They apologized and wept, and through it all he said nothing. He let their apologies wash over him. And then he would give each of them a gift, and afterward he would leave their lives once more, this time for good.
It was a fine dream.
In reality, he knew, he would keep walking, and be found tomorrow or the day after that, and go home and be yelled at, and everything would be the same as it ever was, and day after day, hour after hour until the end of time heâd still be the Runt, only nowtheyâd be mad at him for having dared to walk away.
âI have to go to bed soon,â said Dearly. He started to climb down the big beech tree.
Climbing down the tree was harder, the Runt found. You couldnât see where you were putting your feet and had to feel around for somewhere to put them. Several times he slipped and slid, but Dearly went down ahead of him and would say things like âA little to the right, now,â and they both made it down just fine.
The sky continued to lighten, and the moon was fading, and it was harder to see. They clambered back through the gully. Sometimes the Runt wasnât sure that Dearly was there at all, but when he got to the top, he saw the boy waiting for him.
They didnât say much as they walked up to the meadow filled with stones. The Runt put his arm over Dearlyâs shoulder, and they walked in step up the hill.
âWell,â said Dearly. âThanks for coming over.â
âI had a good time,â said the Runt.
âYeah,â said Dearly. âMe too.â
Down in the woods somewhere a bird began to sing.
âIf I wanted to stayâ?â said the Runt, all in aburst. Then he stopped. I might never get another chance to change it, thought the Runt. Heâd never get to the sea. Theyâd never let him.
Dearly didnât say anything, not for a long time. The world was gray. More birds joined the first.
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