hadn’t flattened out and receded, settling everything into place. Everything was still topsy-turvy; the silt was churned and the waters muddy. A man could establish himself in the murk, where people couldn’t see clearly, and when the waters did calm, and the silt finally settled, that man would have something to stand on. He’d be ready. Frank nodded to himself, flush with the drunken importance of a heavy philosophical realization, and started walking again.
Nearly every building was empty, either gutted and hollow, or had large sheets of particleboard over the windows and a ‘For Rent’ sign nailed to the front door. Apart from an ancient grocery store, the only other place still in business had a carved wooden sign, hanging motionless in the still air, that read “Dickinson Taxidermy.”
Frank stopped for a moment, cupping his hands on the dusty, cobwebbed windows and peering inside. A long workbench stretched along the right side, under a wall full of various knives and hatchets. A sign had been tacked up in the back, “You shoot it, we’ll stuff it.” Large boxes littered the rest of the room. And the heads. Deer, elk, antelope, and boar. Some complete, hung up on the left wall, frozen in an eternity of blank, open staring. Other heads were in a reversal of decay; after being stripped down to the bone, they were being built back up, antlers bolted to skulls, hide tacked to frozen backbones, glass eyes popped back into sockets.
The itching thorn was suddenly yanked from his brain as an idea hit him.
Frank held the thorn, all sharp and glistening in the starlight, up in front of him. A sequence of possibilities clicked into place like the tumblers of a padlock, and suddenly the future didn’t seem quite so tight. He started moving again, not seeing the street anymore, instead sifting through the variables, the difficulties, and the risks. Deep down, he didn’t think it would work. He made his way to the fairgrounds and crawled into the backseat of the long black car and watched the stars slowly fade into the sky as morning broke.
* * * * *
He drove back to the gas station and brushed his teeth with his finger, tried to straighten out his hair a little, shaved using a disposable razor and spit, and put on the fresh suit from the trunk. Then he followed the highway out north of town, past the fairgrounds, past the auction yard, out into the flooded rice fields, watching for the cluster of buildings that he’d seen last night. It took a while, but he finally found the driveway.
It was more of a private road, really, lined with towering palm trees. Frank suddenly remembered that he was still in California. The driveway stretched for over a mile. There had to be more than a couple hundred palm trees; they were sixty or seventy feet tall at least, rising above the walnut and oak trees that surrounded the rice fields.
Eventually, the road split in half around a huge lawn. The house loomed behind the half acre of perfect grass, two-stories, in a strange amalgamation of styles. Southern pillars out front, flanking the front door. Farmhouse windows, sunk into stuccoed walls. Red clay shingles, Mediterranean-style. Frank pulled around to the right and parked the car in front of the door.
He climbed out and felt like someone was watching him, but the windows were blank mirrors, reflecting the morning sun. He buttoned the top two buttons of the suit jacket and walked briskly up the front steps. He pushed the doorbell and stepped back from the large, wooden double-doors to show respect. The sun climbed higher, and sweat collected in his sideburns, rolled down his armpits.
The right door opened and Theo glared up at Frank. He had a split lip and two black eyes. One nostril was swollen shut. “What do you want?” It sounded like he was trying to talk and swallow melted cheese at the same time.
“Your father home?”
“Why?” Theo’s breathing sounded painful.
“I’d like to talk to him.”
“Who are