suggested we go for a stroll on the bay front which made me happy, and I hadn’t thought any more about it.
Skip was the king of notes — Post-its all over his desk and on the mirror in his bathroom, slips of paper magnet-pinned to his fridge, clipped to the visor in his car. One of his endearing quirks.
All those memory triggers did their job, because I got flowers from him on every possible commemorative date associated with our friendship first, then our romance, and as thank-yous for every new orphanage or charity I signed up for the foundation to support. He loved to celebrate, and he wrote notes to make sure that happened.
Clarice knelt beside me and breathed over my shoulder. I flipped a page, then another and another, faster and faster. Columns of Skip’s scratchy writing, but disjointed letters and numbers, nothing meaningful.
The word ‘shark’ jumped out, and I scrabbled back a few pages to find it again.
M Shark 070812 5.55m 103112 IND
Upon closer examination, there were a few recognizable words among the lists. ‘Shark’ made several appearances, along with ‘Fat’, ‘Nose’ and ‘Ocho’. In fact, there was a ‘Fat A’ and a ‘Fat H’. Nicknames. And some of them matched up with the names Matt had mentioned.
Not good. So very not good.
I glanced up at Clarice. Her penciled brows were drawn together in a worried line.
“I’m in trouble,” I whispered.
She just nodded. Then she pushed herself to her feet. “We have to get you set up, wired in. Tackle this professionally. You need a space.”
“I know the place. Upstairs — in the attic. Can you help me haul a table?”
“There’s an elevator,” Clarice said. “The boys showed me.”
“Do you trust it?” I frowned.
“Nope.”
I hoped Dill wouldn’t mind, but I wanted all signs of my nosing into Skip’s — and now my — mess out of sight of the FBI should Matt keep his promise to return. We found a decent, only semi-wobbly table, an upholstered armchair that hadn’t leaked too much stuffing, and a lamp with a working light bulb and arranged them within cord’s reach of the only electrical outlet. I tacked blankets over the windows in lieu of curtains. I didn’t want anyone outside to see me burning the midnight oil.
“You’re going to freeze your tushie off,” Clarice announced, hugging herself and rubbing her arms even though she’d developed a sweat sheen from all our stair climbing.
“It’ll keep me from falling asleep.” But I think I saw my breath puff in short spurts as I spoke.
“Coffee.” Clarice turned toward the door. Her steps were slow, not her usual indefatigable marching cadence. And I remembered she’d hardly slept, if at all, the night before.
“Go to bed,” I said. “No point in staying up with me.”
She returned a few minutes later with a steaming carafe and a plate of apple slices spread with peanut butter. “I’m setting my alarm for 5:00 a.m. I’ll come check on you then. And girl—” she sandwiched my face between her palms, “you get ‘em. Whoever’s done this to Skip — you get ‘em. I can’t believe he’d be involved willingly. Maybe they had some kind of power over him, extortion or blackmail. Get them where it hurts.”
I nodded, my cheeks still squashed between her hands. “That’s what I intend to do.”
CHAPTER 10
I wasted an hour trying to piece together passwords from the jumble of letters and numbers in Skip’s notebook. Then I went back to Clarice’s advice and made a list of my information — birthday, address, phone number, my name in different configurations. No luck. I played with combinations of Skip’s and my initials.
Dates were so important to him, so I veered into that track — the day we met, the day he asked me to head his foundation, our first date — which was supposed to have been dinner at a venerable Italian restaurant but ended up as a