end one day.â
âI have no idea what you are talking about. But we have repaired all the damage done to the tissue around the concussed area. Itâs as if it never happened, and your implant . . .â Edo smiles, but the smile is weird, off somehow.
âWhat about my implant?â I ask, immediately sitting up.
âItâs fine. I promise.â Edoâs smile is genuine this time. I canât say why, but I know she is not being totally honest with me. I am an expert in detecting even the barest hint of a lie, and my experiences at The Rift have meant my expertise is not limited to humans. I would push, but I know that I would never get a straight answer. Most Roones remind me of robots. Since they are responsible for the chip that created the Citadels, I am naturally resentful of them. Edo, though, is unlike others of her kind. She is warm and even funny. Still, she is not different enough to confide in me. Instead, I take that one moment when she let me see something in her face that I shouldnât have, and file it away for later.
I pull the magnetized disk off my neck and hold it in my hands. It just looks like a shiny, round piece of metal to me. I examine it for a second or two before handing it back to Edo. She takes the disk and attaches it to her pad.
âMy team?â I ask, stretching my back.
âTraining. But you are not going with them today. I have put you on twelve hours of bed rest. You can do that here or at home. Your choice.â
âOh my God. Home for sure. No offense.â I grin.
Edo looks at me warmly. âYou did well today, Citadel Ryn. You killed at least three Karekins. No one from our side was seriously injured. A victory.â Edo does not sound victorious.
âToday, yes,â I concede. âBut what about tomorrow? What about when five hundred come throughâor five thousand? What then? And why? Why havenât we been able to get anyintel on their agenda? Why isnât everyone more freaked out about whatâs happening with them?â I try to sound logicalâRoones donât deal well with too much emotionâbut Iâm sure thereâs a ton of frustration in my voice.
âI donât have an answer to those questions, though they are good ones,â Edo says carefully.
â Come on, â I say, sitting up straighter and giving her a level stare. âThe Karekins must have a way of navigating The Rift, of passing information through it. If thatâs the case, then why isnât every single person on this baseâand every other base, for that matterâworking their asses off to figure that out? If they did, wouldnât that mean you could go home?â
Edo takes a step away from me and hugs the pad closer to her chest. âI do not think about home anymore. It is pointless and painful. Words, explanations, reasonsânone of those things help when tragedy strikes. We just do what we can to continue. To survive.â Edo sighs and it sounds like a rush of wings. She steps closer to me. âI am sorry, Citadel Ryn. For the pain that you feel today and every day. I truly am. Why donât you get some rest for a little while longer and then you can leave with your team?â Without waiting for me to say anything in return, Edo walks out the door.
AS VI IS DRIVING ME and Abel home in my car, I feel almost 100 percent, apart from a slight headache that could have nothing to do with the fighting. The conversation I had with Edo is still with me. There was something about it that wasnât right, but since it is only my intuition guiding that feeling, I donât feel confident in sharing my thoughts with Violet or anyone else on the team. I donât even know what I would say to them because Iâm not sure if Edo was lying or if she was, in fact, trying to hint at something elseâthough what thatcould be, I canât imagine. Something about my implant? We get to our house