said. âWhy?â he asked. âWhy in the livin hell is it so important to you?â
âMalum must be propa pukka sahib,â said the serang. âAll lascar wanchi Malum be captin-bugger byâmâby.â
âEh?â
Now, in a sudden, bright flash of illumination, Zachary understood why his transformation meant so much to the serang: he was to become what no lascar could be â a âFree Marinerâ, the kind of sahib officer they called a malum. For Serang Ali and his men Zachary was almost one of themselves, while yet beingendowed with the power to undertake an impersonation that was unthinkable for any of them; it was as much for their own sakes as for his that they wanted to see him succeed.
As the weight of this responsibility sank in, Zachary sat on the bunk and covered his face. âYou don know the livin deal of what you askin,â he said. âSix months back I was nothin but the shipâs carpenter. Lucked out getting to second mate. Forget Captain: thatâs way above my bend. Ain gon happen; not bimeby, not ever.â
âCan do,â said Serang Ali, handing him the Dosootie shirt. âByâmâby can do. Malum Zikri plenty smart bugger inside. Can do âcome genlâman.â
âWhat makes you think I can do it anyways?â
âZikri Malum sabbi tok pukka-talk no?â said Serang Ali. âHab heard Zikri Malum tok Mistoh Doughty sahib-fashion.â
âWhat?â Zachary shot him a startled glance: that Serang Ali should have noticed his talent for changing voices struck a chord of alarm. It was true that when called upon, his tongue could be as clipped as that of any college-taught lawyer: not for nothing had his mother made him wait at table when the master of the house, his natural father, was entertaining guests. But nor had she spared him her hand when heâd shown signs of getting all seddity and airish; to watch her son playing the spook would set her turning in her grave.
âMichman wanchi, he can âcome pukka genlâman byâmâby.â
âNo.â Having long been compliant, Zachary was now all defiance. âNo,â he said, thrusting the serang out of his cuddy. âThis flumadiddleâs gotâa stop: ain havin it no more.â Throwing himself on his bunk, Zachary closed his eyes, and for the first time in many months, his vision turned inwards, travelling back across the oceans to his last day at Gardinerâs shipyard in Baltimore. He saw again a face with a burst eyeball, the scalp torn open where a handspike had landed, the dark skin slick with blood. He remembered, as if it were happening again, the encirclement of Freddy Douglass, set upon by four white carpenters; he remembered the howls, âKill him, kill the damned nigger, knock his brains outâ; he remembered how he and the other men of colour, all free, unlike Freddy, had held back, their hands stayed by fear. And he remembered, too, Freddyâs voice afterwards, not reproaching them for their failure to come to his defence,but urging them to leave, scatter: âItâs about jobs; the whites wonât work with you, freeman or slave: keeping you out is their way of saving their bread.â That was when Zachary had decided to quit the shipyard and seek a berth on a shipâs crew.
Zachary got out of his bunk and opened the door, to find the serang still waiting outside. âOkay,â he said wearily. âIâll let you get back in here. But you bes do what you gon do blame quick, âfore I change my mind.â
Just as Zachary had finished dressing, a series of shouts went echoing back and forth between ship and shore. A couple of minutes later Mr Doughty knocked on the door of his cabin. âOh I say, my boy!â he boomed. âYouâll never credit it, but the Burra Sahib has arrived in person: none other than Mr Burnham himself! Ridden chawbuckswar from Calcutta: