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peering down at me.
    Suddenly my memories are burning in my eyes and Jenkins’ face is swimming in my consciousness and I’m swinging my fists and screaming for Warner to get away from me and struggling to wriggle out of his grip but he just smiles. Laughs a little. Gentles my hands down beside my torso.
    “Well, at least you’re awake,” he sighs. “You had me worried for a moment.”
    I try to control my trembling limbs. “Get your hands away from me.”
    He waves sheathed fingers in front of my face. “I’m all covered up. Don’t worry.”
    “I hate you.”
    “So much passion.” He laughs again. He looks so calm, so genuinely amused. He stares at me with eyes softer than I ever expected them to be.
    I turn away.
    He stands up. Takes a short breath. “Here,” he says, reaching for a tray on a small table. “I brought you food.”
    I take advantage of the moment to sit up and look around. I’m lying on a bed draped in damask golds and burgundies the darkest shade of blood. The floor is covered in thick, rich carpet the color of a setting summer sun. It’s warm in this room. It’s the same size as the one I occupy, its furniture standard enough: bed, armoire, side tables, chandelier glittering from the ceiling. The only difference is there’s an extra door in this room and there’s a candle burning quietly on a small table in the corner. I haven’t seen fire in so many years I’ve lost count. I have to stifle an impulse to reach out and touch the flame.
    I prop myself up against the pillows and try to pretend I’m not comfortable. “Where am I?”
    Warner turns around holding a plate with bread and cheese on it. His other hand is gripping a glass of water. He looks around the room as if seeing it for the first time. “This is my bedroom.”
    If my head weren’t splitting into pieces I’d be tempted to run. “Take me to my own room. I don’t want to be here.”
    “And yet, here you are.” He sits at the foot of the bed, a few feet away. Pushes the plate in front of me. “Are you thirsty?”
    I don’t know if it’s because I can’t think straight or if it’s because I’m genuinely confused, but I’m struggling to reconcile Warner’s polarizing personalities. Here he is, offering me a glass of water after he forced me to torture someone. I lift my hands and study my fingers as if I’ve never seen them before. “I don’t understand.”
    He cocks his head, inspecting me as though I might’ve seriously injured myself. “I only asked if you were thirsty. That shouldn’t be difficult to understand.” A pause. “Drink this.”
    I take the glass. Stare at it. Stare at him. Stare at the walls.
    I must be insane.
    Warner sighs. “I’m not sure, but I think you fainted. And I think you should probably eat something, though I’m not entirely sure about that, either.” He pauses. “You’ve probably had too much exertion your first day here. My mistake.”
    “Why are you being nice to me?”
    The surprise on his face surprises me even more. “Because I care about you,” he says simply.
    “You care about me?” The numbness in my body is beginning to dissipate. My blood pressure is rising and anger is making its way to the forefront of my consciousness. “I almost killed Jenkins because of you!”
    “You didn’t kill—”
    “Your soldiers beat me! You keep me here like a prisoner! You threaten me! You threaten to kill me! You give me no freedom and you say you care about me?” I nearly throw the glass of water at his face. “You are a monster !”
    Warner turns away so I’m staring at his profile. He clasps his hands. Changes his mind. Touches his lips. “I am only trying to help you.”
    “Liar.”
    He seems to consider that. Nods, just once. “Yes. Most of the time, yes.”
    “I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be your experiment. Let me go.”
    “No.” He stands up. “I’m afraid I can’t do that.”
    “Why not?”
    “Because I can’t. I just—” He