jumped up and down.
âNot forever,â Clair said, earnest, her gaze steady, the gaze of someone whoâs already seen one childhood friend die. âNo human is forever, but you can be a kid for the rest of your life.â
âSuits me.â I hopped around in a circle, too happy to stand still.
âSomething else,â Clair said. âWhile weâre making changes, let me make them all now, and then we can tell the others.â Again she looked serious. âI want you to be the princess. See, you are so good at plans, even when you were trying to squash it, I could see that you are a leader like Iâve never been. If you are a princess, then you share whatever authority I have, and both of us can help each other where weâre weak as well as strong. Two of us working in our own ways â maybe thatâs the way to keep Mearsies Heili free.â
âA princess, and I donât have to grow up and get married?â I exclaimed.
She grinned. âYou will be a leader with the girls. I think they need that, and Iâm not as good at it as I ought to be. Seshe is a leader, too, but when I asked her, she refused to be a princess. It was she who said that youâd be better, something Iâd been thinking without having said it. You get along with the girls real well. Not all the rest do that.â
I gulped. Iâd never been popular â but then Iâd never been here .
Clair gave a short little nod. âOnce I know Iâm right, I can make decisions, but with â people â I donât always know, and I dither, and it gets to be too late.â She let out a sigh. âMaybe itâs too early â maybe I should wait, but I feel like I want it all settled right now. Or, what do you think?â
Was I still dazed by the magic? I donât know, but happiness made me feel like a balloon inside, lighter than air.
âYes,â I said, still hopping up and down. âYes!â
âThen this is now yours. It was mine. Keep it for whenever you must use a symbol.â She took from the table a silver circlet, shaped for a girlâs head.
I took it with both hands. Later I would try it on, but for now I just carried it, feeling peculiar indeed.
Clair drew a breath, and smiled at last. âI donât know why, but the world now feels right. I think what we have done is the right thing for us all. But last, you need a name. And I think I have the one. Unless you want to pick?â
âWhatâs your idea?â I asked.
âCherene Jennet,â she said. âItâs how Iâve been thinking of you these past couple of years.â
It was my favorite name, but given their pronunciation: âCher-enneh ... . Jennet.â I repeated it, and the name seemed to echo inside, as if a last piece of an inner puzzle had gone missing, and now locked into place. âItâs perfect,â I said, and meant it.
âCherene Jennet Sherwood,â Clair pronounced. âCome on, letâs tell the girls. They are down in the Junkyard.â
Waiting. They were all there sitting in a circle, their faces expectant.
I blinked away the transfer reaction and looked round at those faces as they looked at me. Irene with her lip between her teeth; Seshe smiling the broadest, sweetest smile Iâd ever seen; Sherry grinning happily, Falineâs eyes and mouth round. Diana nodding, Dhanaâs thin brows lifted in interest.
âCherene Jennet is here to stay,â Clair said. âAnd she is now my right hand.â
âLeft hand,â I said automatically. Then wished I hadnât spoken. And then I laughed, because I didnât have to be afraid any more. âLeft hand splat.â
âSplat!â Faline jumped up, dancing around. Then they erupted into whoops, everyone talking at once. Faline yodeling âSplat! Splunk! Spleedle!â
I got that warm sense inside that you get when someone actually cares about
Lisa Sumil, T.M. Williams