Evie.â
Then she needs to be home with us, I almost said. No, two years and out. âI understand.â
âI donât think you do. Sheâs very convincing. Sheâs got an answer for everything. Hell, she could get anyone spooked about this drought, connecting it to her crazy doomsday scenarios.â
âWhat did she say?â I asked quickly.
Mom narrowed her gaze, blue eyes flashing. âWrong question. We are not concerned with what she says.â She pointed a finger at me. âShe forfeited any consideration from us the day she tried to . . . kidnap you.â
I glanced away, part of me wanting to dredge up memories of that day, part of me fearing to. âI know, Mom.â
âShe got you to the Texas state line before the cops pulled her over. God knows where she was taking you. Do you remember any of that?â
âI remember the arrest.â To her credit, Gran had gone with the officers peacefully, her expression satisfied. In a serene voice, sheâd murmured, âIâve told you all you need to know , Evie. Youâll do just fine. Everything will be just fine.â
But I had been hysterical. When theyâd cuffed her, Iâd kicked the men, screaming.
I glanced up at Mom. âI donât remember much of the drive, though.â I didnât remember all I needed to know . If I believed in Gran, then that meant I wouldnât do just fine.
Nothing would be just fine. Unless I remembered. But no pressure, Evie.
âIâm sure she was filling your head with nonsense.â
Yes, of course. Nonsense. The docs had told me that Iâd internalized some of the things sheâd said. That sounded about right. Maybe?
âHer mother was sick before her, my great-grandmother too.â
I hated being reminded of that. I snapped, âI filled out the CLC family history, Mom.â I already knew I was the latest generation in a bloodline that had been boiling with madness for ages.
âEvie, listen, weâre on the right track. We can make this work. Youâve just got to trust me.â
A breeze blew, ruffling my cane. âAnd what about the farm? What happens if we donât get rain?â
âWhat happens is that your mother will figure something out. You donât worry about anything except school.â
School. Studying. The idea of cracking a book left me nauseated. âBut, Momââ
âI will figure something out.â Her shoulders went back, chin up, eyes bright with determinationâa force of nature. Frau Badass.
I could almost feel sorry for the drought.
A family friend had once told me that when my dad disappeared during a fishing trip in the Basin, Mom had taken up the search herself. Sheâd journeyed deep into the million-acre swamp, determined to scour every inch for her husband, a kindhearted, jovial man sheâd adored.
To no avail. Heâd vanished without a trace. Iâd been only two years old.
Though Karen Greene had a genteel facade, with her flawless hair and manners, I could easily imagine her in waders steering a johnboat, staring down alligators.
And to think Iâd once shown signs of being just like her. Iâd wanted so badly to make her proud. Until my platform-dive fall from grace.
Now I was just the latest crazy girl to live in Haven House.
DAY 1 B.F.
As Mel ushered me into a seat in front of my mirror, I demanded, â This is how Iâm supposed to compete with Clotile?â
With borrowed clothesâa shimmery red Versace halter, black micromini, knee-high Italian bootsâand flashy makeup?
Lipstick color: Harlot Letter.
Mel was over at my house, prepping me for date night because she felt the need to sluttify my outfit so I could stand a chance against Clotileâs âfree-balling lady lumps.â
The girl had shown up at the game last night in a tube top and skintight boy shorts.
I told myself Brand wouldâve missed those