right, and Iâm a half . . .â
âHalf what?â Jackson wrinkled his brow.
âNothing.â I wasnât going to call myself a half-pint shrimp like some kids did. Instead, I looked at my feet and scuffed them as we went out through the back entrance of the school to where my mom would be picking us up.
When I looked up, I saw Izzyâs shiny golden ponytail. Sheâd come out of the girlsâ locker room and was still dressed in her soccer uniform with grass stains on her shorts and the backs of her long, pale legs. I didnât even warn Jackson, and I didnât care who else saw me, I just bolted right for her, grabbed her arm as gently as I could, and darted directly in front of her with a halfspin sort of dance move that left us face-to-face.
âHey, Izzy. Iâm sorry.â I spoke the way a woodpecker attacks a tree. âLike, really, really sorry. I know you said Iâm a jerk, but Iâm not. I acted like a jerk, but Iâm not a jerk. Markham and Simpkin and all of them were making fun of us for sitting with a girl and then I called them girls because I was so mad and . . . stupid. Please. Sit with us at lunch tomorrow, Izzy. Let me have another chance.â
She looked down at me in total surpriseâmore surprise than when Iâd insulted her out of nowhereâbut then she recovered and her face turned dark.
âPlease.â I spoke in a sad and urgent whisper and closed my eyes, waiting and hoping.
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âYouâre really sorry?â she asked.
I opened my eyes, wanting to read her face. Her voice didnât sound too forgiving. âYes. I am.â
âWhat would you do for me?â Her blue eyes were cold and hard and squinty.
âUh, anything?â My mind whirred. âI guess.â
âRead a book?â
âA . . . sure. Thatâs easy,â I said, relieved and confused at the same time.
She fished into her book bag and pulled out the book Iâd seen her reading before English class. âI finished this in the locker room before practice. Here. Read it, then weâll talk.â
I took the baby-blue book from her and she marched right on by. I stood and stared. âTalk in lunch tomorrow?â
âSure.â She hollered without turning around. âCan you read that fast?â
âSure!â I shouted, grinning at Jackson, who caught up to me just as Izzy disappeared into the passenger seat of her momâs dark-blue Range Rover.
âDude, sheâs kinda pretty.â Jackson stared at the Range Rover as it pulled away.
âBetter than that,â I said. âI think sheâs really nice.â
âThatâs what I said,â Jackson pointed out.
âGreat minds think alike.â I studied the cover of the book, which was called Wonder , and saw that the childlike drawing of the face on the cover had just one eye and it was out of place. âWeird.â
âNow Iâm weird?â Jackson growled.
âNo, not you.â I stuffed the book in my own bag. âIf anyoneâs weird, itâs me. Come on. Thereâs my mom.â
Jackson was seriously disappointed with me when we got to my house. He splashed and dove and flopped around the pool, hooting joyfully and making all kinds of noise. The neighbors probably thought we were having a party. But nothing could get me out of my chair in the shade of the cabana. I sat glued to that book, ate dinner with Jackson and my mom, and jumped right back into it, barely saying good-bye to Jackson when his own mom came later to get him. Itâs true when I say that I didnât read the whole thing that night just because of Izzy. I could have easily faked it, right?
But this book got me.
I wasnât exactly sure how I felt about it either. Itâs the story of a kid who is seriously deformed. People see this kid and literallyrun or scream or both. Heâs just like me or you, but heâs trapped inside this